Kurson #3

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TRIGGER WARNING: DISPHORIA

JD squirmed a bit uncomfortably in front of the mirror. He hated himself, he hated his body, his "feminine hips", the binding, he hated it all and felt ashamed. Kurt was lying on JD's bed, tossing a football as a means of burning energy and keeping his hands busy. "Hey... JD? Are you okay, there?"

"Y-yeah, I'm fine." He tried to lie. They had been dating for a month now,  and he was starting to pick up when JD was trying to hide his true feelings. Kurt got up from the bed, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend, pecking his cheek. "Y'know um... Ram said some shitty things...maybe that's it. Doesn't bother me, though."

"What's really going on in that beautiful brain of yours?" Kurt asked. He was a little shocked to see his boyfriend just melt into his arms, suddenly overwhelmed by a gut wrenching feeling of inadequacy."c'mon... talk to me..."

"It's shark week again... Ram saw my pads, started teasing me about it, and it made me start thinking.. maybe I am just some stupid girl... no man bleeds out of their genitals that's purely a female thing! Or well, a cancer thing." JD felt as if everything was wrong, everything was too big.

"You're one of the toughest men I know, JD. Most men, if this happened to their body, they'd be little babies about it, thwy wouldn't be able to handle the monthly hell going on down there. And if you feel like you're a guy, then you're a guy. A vagina doesn't make someone a woman any more than a penis makes them a man. All that matters is your heart. And when your brain might not be the best at all times, but your heart is amazing. I love you, and you're one of the manliest men I know. Tons of men have wide hips. And those curves make it easier for me to hold you... occasionally tickle you." He creeped his hands along JD's sides, starting to tickle him. Laughter escaped the shorter boy as he squirmed in Kurt's arms.

"No! Kurt! Stop!" He was trying to hide the smile brought on from the tickling, trying to hide it.

"No! It's my job to make you happy. And if that's only possible through tickling and temporary giggling, it'll have to do!" The tickling intensified, and JD fell onto the bed with Kurt, laughing, no longer trying to fight his smiles or laughter.

"Fine! Fine! I surrender. Just.. let me cuddle you, okay?" JD asked, as cramps went through his stomach.

Kurt nodded, giving him belly rubs, and kisses as they cuddled away their Saturday.

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