Infinity | BTS fan fiction | BlackPink fan fiction

Chapter 13

"Beggar? I don't know what you're talking about" I replied with uncertainty.

"After all these years of torture, I finally meet you" he said rubbing his hands making him look like a creepy pervert.

"I have no clue. Look" I said "I'm sorry I bumped into you but I really need to leave"

"Yah! Where do you think you're going?" He blocked my way. "After you left me that do you realise the trauma I had to go through. My self esteem when from the sky to the floor. The insults and comebacks that flooded my mind"

"Okay fine" I crossed my hands "Hit me with your best comeback and worst insults"

He remained silent thinking hard.

"Go on" I encouraged him.

He was about to say something but just went back to his deep thoughts.

"I'm sorry about every thing. You win. You just regained your self esteem. Happy?" I asked.

"No.. this is too easy. It's no fun to win this easily" he whined.

"I'm sorry but I have nothing else to say. I don't remember anything that happened. Plus, I really need to go to the washroom."

"You still don't remember.." he wouldn't stop talking. I just walked past him and entered the ladies washroom where he wouldn't bother me.

Geez! I can't believe he followed me to Korea. At first I couldn't recognise him but now I do. He is guy that my ex saw me talking to.

After our useless bicker, he came to see me. After all these years he came to see me. He seemed different from the last time I met him. He looked more confident and powerful.

He wore on sunglasses but I could already see the heavy makeup on his face. He wore smart clothes and leather shoes. His hair was professionally done and he wore on some jewellery. In some way he made me feel underdressed and intimidated.

"Hi" he said.

"You.. you" I mumbled.

"Why were you talking to that boy?" That was the first thing he asked me.

"None of your business" I said sternly. I could feel the tears slowly filling at the brim of my eyes. So much mixed emotion were filling me. Hatred, anger, betrayal and a hint of love.

"I hope you haven't moved on" he smiled sheepishly.

"What if I have. Why does it matter to you? Who are you to me?" I started to demand.

He just let out a soft chuckle. All this was a joke to him.

"Stay away from him. Stay away from any man. It hurts here" he rubbed his chest.

For some reason, I was glad he saw me talking to that boy earlier. Just gave me sense of superiority towards my ex.

"I've been seeing a lot of boys lately. He is one of the few who visits me in the church" I lied.

"You still don't know how to lie" he laughed. "Why are you doing this to yourself? You can be honest with you"

"I've already tried and the outcome was getting dumped by you. So, no thanks." I retorted.

"What brings you here?" I managed to ask.

"I'm here to meet you" he handed me a bouquet of flowers.

"I don't need it." I threw the flowers on the ground.

"Baby I'm sorry about what happened. It is my fault. Please forgive me" he begged.

"What you did to me is the most inhumane thing anyone could ever do." I said to him in a disgusted manner.

"I know. I'm sorry I've realised my mistakes. Please forgive me." He said with lack of emotions.

This isn't the man I was madly in love with.

"Please leave me. I don't want to ever see you again"

"But baby. I have debuted. All that I am is all for you. Money, fame, success. I've earned them all. All for you" he said.

"I don't want anything from you. You and I are no longer the same person. What we have is history and I will never make the same mistakes I made before." I swore.

"Baby please. I swear, I regret everything I did to you" he looked deep into my eyes.

Don't fall into his trap.

"No. Just leave" I tried to cover my emotions.

"Please" he said

"No. Please stop" I was starting to lose my strength.

He caught my hands and kissed.

"I still love you" he said the words and set my emotions free.

I froze. I looked at him and he was begging for mercy.

"Please don't do this to us" he begged "There can still be an 'us'. It's all up to you"

"Please don't" I begged. I know I was making a wrong decision but I just couldn't control myself.

"I'll do anything to have you back" he said meaningfully.

"Anything?" I asked.

"Anything. Name what you want and it's yours. Money, car, fancy clothes?" He offered.

"I don't want anything big. I just want you to publicly announce our relationship" I asked. "Can you?"

He remained silent thinking hard. His sunglasses made it hard for me to read his expression.

"That's..." he said while I listened eagerly.

"That's.. a lot" he said. He said and broke my heart once again.

"Thank you" I smiled bitterly "You may leave." I slammed hard.

Not only the door but also my foolish heart.