Haruhi's unlovable brother [OHSHC]

chap.1

Haru's pov

???: " hey haruka,I know  its been a while and im sorry what I said to you long  ago just please come back home "

Me : "sorry dad, she would not want that, beside im okay here, just. ....dont worry im happy here, maybe someday i would come back , bye Ryoji" I hung up

I dont want to go back. Not yet, plus how the fuck did he get my number

"Hey who you talking to ?" My  friend Ray ask "no one importent " I said while taking a sip of water from my bottle "oh okay then, I was wondering if you want to come with me.... to japan" I spit my drink as I hear the word japan "WHAT?" I shout "wow dude chill, well today at school theres this program some student here is going to japan to school there and some student in japan is going to come here and school here"

He said "is it  a exchange students program, like that???" I ask "yeah like that, there is only one persone left who can come, the teacher ask me to invite you , since you came from japan" she said (you may thought that ray was a he not a she right)

Ah shit what am I going to fucking do if I go there 70% I would  meet her , but idont want Ray to be dissapointed  .

After alot of thinking I decided to go "kay, fine"i said "yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayy" she screams "when is it??" I ask while watching ray dance "its tomorrow at 9am" I gave her 'the what the fuck you should tell me earlyer' face

"Why didnt you tell me earlyer" I said and start to pack my stuff "well it just cross my mind" she said while knoking her head in a cute way , I chuckled  cute

Dont get me wrong, she is cute , and I love her as a sister. Every one thought me and her were siblings , well we both have black hair and caramel eyes. I was done packing so I plop down on my bed.

"So , do we have to rent a home or something?" I ask ray who was sitting on my bed "well no  each group get a foster parent , a  group must atleast has 2 or 3 members , so you are with me cuz im the only one who is not in a group, each group is going to different highschool , and if we want to earn more money we just have to get a job"  she said with her index finger on her chin amd her thum sticking out

Oh I forget to tell you readers how ray looks like . "I have short black hair that reaches my neck and two part that are longer, caramel eyes like Haru but lighter and I always wear glasses when reading a book amd in class" ray said "wait you can break the 4th wall to?" I ask "well yeah" "guys stop fucking break the 4th wall *grabs glue* okay lets fix the 4th wall " "well lets just continue the story"

"This is ray"

"Hm okay do you know who is going to be our foster parents?" I ask "nope , maybe we will know when we search for them" she reply "okay im going to bed , tomorrow the flight is at 9 o'clock so we need to sleep early" she walk towords the door "wait do you know wich school are we going? " "we are going to ouran highschool" I nod

She went out of my room and I lay on the bed . Well fuck , what did i just do . After cursing to myself, i fell asleep

Dream~

6 years old

"Its your fult mom died,if you did'nt ask her to bye you a toy on your birthday this whole thing wont happen"she hit me with a car toy,i just sat there no emotion in my eyes "haruhi dont do that to your brother his wounds,would re open" dad scoled her

7 years old

"Why are you still here, go!! I dont want to see tour face i hate you, why did mom had to die!" I couldnt take anymore "shut up"  i push her down the stairs of our epartment . She cried her hands and feet were bleeding ,i stood there shock what have i done "Haruka why did you that to your sister ,did you want her to die!" Dad  yelled at me

10 years old

"Daaad haruka embarass me at school"she cried to dad hugging him"he told the whole class what colour of underware i was wearing" dad slap me in the face "haruka how many times do i have to tell you, dont hurt your sister !" i ran to my room in tears

I didnt embarrest her she embarrass me ,she told the whole class i was gay . I went to the bathroom and took my razor

1cut

For not die in the car crash

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Hating life

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Living

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No one loves me

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I deserve to die not mom

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becouse i feel like it

I stare at my relaction on the mirror "I HATE MY LIFE" i punch the mirror

Dream end~

I shot out of bed,i was sweating and panting heavily "it was just a dream" i said tearing up "no it was a memory" I mumble and start weeping *knock knock* "hey haru go get re-" she stop when she saw my crying "hey whats wrong? Bad dream?" She ask I nod "what about"  "I-its a-bout my past" I said between sobs

She hug me,and I hug her back . She  whispers sweet words to me . After I calm dowm she cup my face and wipe my tears with her thum. I chuckled "whats ?" She ask confuse "you act like a mother then a sister ray"i said

She just role her eyes "well I am older then you by 4 months, now go get ready" she said and pat my back, welp no time to be crying, let visit my home country

TIME SKIP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I sat on my seat and waited for the plane to take off "nervous?" Ray say "yeah, what if I saw haruhi, what if she embarass me if we are in the same school?" I said panicking "if she does I kill her,pluss this school is from rich families there is no way she would be there " she said in japaneese "yeh ,well you'll be using that languege for awhile"i said to her "yeah, its a good thing I learn it" she said

"Thanks" I said "for what"  "for sticking out for me all these years, and protecting me when people pick on me for being gay" I said "hey , thats what sisters do" she said "yeah" I said 'okay every one please fasten your seat belt, we are about to take off' the pilot say I look out the window and fell asleep.

Hi, yes my spelling is like shit, I know but I really like fantasising but im not that much of a writer thats why I update really fucking slow, sorry for my spelling and languege,  ill see you when I see you bye