Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 41

“I never even gave you 100 percent...Never said what I meant…Damn girl I never thought you would be burned out…Now my heart is breaking down…It's killing me I can’t save it and it's gone…”

(Sweets POV)

When I pulled up I could see HIM standing there. He was just standing there like a deer caught in the headlights and I wish they were my headlights! I just shook my head and laughed because I was feeling it. When I ran into Seiko we got something to eat and I got high for the first time in 5 years! I hadn’t seen her since right before me and B got back together. I had known her a long time because I used to hang with her and all her crew from school: Joey, Allen, Erin, Asia, Jonelle, Jenni and Jenni’s cousin Rueche. It was weird being with her tho especially since those couple of nights we had that got pretty crazy! I mean it brought up all these feelings that I didn’t know I had or maybe I did but ignored and I swore to myself it was just experimenting so I had left it at that. When I finally told B about the nights we had he was in pure shock but then he got super excited that I might be into girls and we could do that sort of thing. Nope and so I’m glad I never did it.

FUCK THAT!

I continued to sit there contemplating whether I should go slap HIM again or just play it cool. I decide to take another long sip of this mixture I had in my cup and get out. I stood up and I had to keep my balance all the while watching him through my sunglasses as he didn’t move a muscle. Once I got my bearings I popped in some gum and strutted across the parking lot. I could see Mijo walking my way quickly so I started blowing bubbles.

“So you made it.” He said lookinv at me with a curious look.

“Yeah nigga…I told you I was coming!” I said a little too loud.

“The fuck wrong witchu?” He asked frowning.

“Nothing...Fuck wrong witchu?” I asked popping my gum.

“Are you fucked up?” He questioned raising his eyebrows.

“Might be…Might be not. Fuck you care?” I said nonchalantly.

Out the corner of my eye I saw HIM slowly walk towards the studio doors with HIS head down and shaking it.

DON’T SHAKE YOUR HEAD AT ME!

I moved Mijo to the side and let HIM get all the way into the building before I decided to walk towards it.

“You can’t go in there like that cause Tina gonna fire ya ass on sight.” Mijo said sternly.

“YOU THINK I GIVE A FUCK BOUT THAT BIIIITCH! HUH? She wanted me to find out! She has been trying to get rid of me since I met that HIGH YELLA MUTHAFUCKA! SO FUCK HER!” I yelled hoping that bitch Tina heard me!

“YO you need to chill the fuck out wit that shit…The way you acting ain’t cool fo real!” Mijo said getting pissed now.

I saw Maryiss, Moody and Shaw come to the windows by the door but I didn’t care I was hurting and I just didn’t give a fuck! Everybody already knew anyway so what did I have to hide? So I started to walk towards the building and he stopped me.

“Man I’m telling you this is not the way to do this…Have I ever let you go out like a sucka?” He asked still trying to reason with me.

POINTLESS!

“Well if you count yesterday…Um I would say yeah so fuck out my way Baarryyy!” I said using his real name.

“You know what…Fuck it. Gone head fuck yaself off but don’t come crying to me when the shit don’t end well Heleeenaaa!” He fired back with flames and disappointment in his eyes.