Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 43

“We said not to leave on bad terms…In between them bad words…This couldn’t be love right?”

(Sweets POV)

Don’t give in. Just keep going. Don’t look back! But I looked back in the rearview and I saw HIM throwing up on the side of the SUV. That’s when I felt a tug at my heart.

SHIT!

I got half way down the street and I pulled over. My head started spinning and I wasn’t sure if it was from the weed, the liq or the heat. I couldn’t give in…I couldn’t…So I sat there debating with my heart on whether I should turn around and just see if he was alright…As a friend but my fuckin brain wouldn’t let me move again.

9 MONTHS!

I heard it ringing in my head again. He played me for 9 FUCKIN MONTHS! He didn’t feel bad. He didn’t throw up at the thought of cheating on me. He didn’t cry about lying to me! HE ENJOYED EVERY FUCKIN MINUTE OF IT! Why? Because HE WAS “CHRIS BROWN” AND HE CAN DO IT LIKE THAT!

Fuck that...

I felt the tears sting my eyes but I refused to drop anymore for HIM…NO MORE! I went ahead and put the car into drive but I felt like I was on autopilot. I drove around the block and went through the back entrance and sat. I had a full view of the parking lot and I watched as Big Pat broke the window and got his door open. Then as he started punching Pat over and over while Pat held him in a bear hug.

DAMN!

I sat there as he went limp while Pat laid him on the ground and Mama J ran over to him. I could hear her tell Mean-a not to call 911 because he was just having a panic attack and it will pass soon.

A PANIC ATTACK?

I felt my heart drop. He never told me he had panic attacks! So I started getting worried...Did I cause all that? Could this really be serious? Should I get out so he could calm down? I shook my head and just watched. After a few minutes he came to and began talking to Mama J then to Mean-a. I could've swore I heard that bitch say she FIRED somebody! Before I could realize they were talking about me my heart jumped as I watched him jump up right in Mean-a’s face with his fists flexing like he was gonna hit her but Pat stopped him and that’s when I noticed Shad, Omari and Mijo were here as they ran over to help. So I listened as he began to yell...

“SHE AIN'T GOING NO WHERE.”

I saw Mean-a back up like he scared the shit out of her.

“I'M NOT FUCKIN PLAYIN TINA YOU'RE NOT FIRIN HER!”

Then Mama J and Shad tried to get to stop him to stop.

“MATTER OF FACT IF YOU DON’T GET HER BACK…YOU'RE FIRED!!”

WELP!

I couldn’t help but be in shock that he was going so hard for me! He knew I was straight without this gig but it was his way of showing loyalty I guess.

Loyalty...

That was a hard thing for me to stomach…How can you be loyal to somebody you BETRAYED for 9 months and maybe longer? I was snapped out of my thoughts when HE put one more nail in Mean-a’s managerial coffin...

“NAW MOMMA I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF HER MEDDLIN SHIT!…I’M MAKIN THE DECISIONS NOW….IT’S MY FUCKIN LIFE!….MY FUCKIN CAREER!….YOU JUST FLOAT AROUND IT LIKE A PLANET FROM NOW ON!”

I covered my mouth so that I wouldn’t laugh out loud then he ethered her...

“FIND YOU SOME DICK AND STAY THE FUCK UP OUT MY BUSINESS!”