Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 47

"What's up with this we used to kick it on the regular...But since the deal you said my life has changed..."

(Sweets POV)

I sat there staring...Staring at this huge house that I had finally finished. It was my dream home....My own space. Being here in Atlanta was like breathing air for the first time for me. Even tho I spent my life in LA and in NY it couldn't compare to being at home in The A. My Grandma on my Dad's side took care of me every summer from the time I was 8 til I graduated at 16. I loved spending time with her. She was the most amazing and kind hearted woman you could ever meet...It was crazy because Mama J reminded me so much of her from her loving tone...The airy laugh and yes even the dimples! She taught me all about my southern roots and even taught me a lot about my Dad's Asian side. She always told me it was important to understand where you come from and love the diversity.

SILENCE!

I had my decorators finish everything all the way down to putting up the paintings that B made for me over the years. It hurt because his presence was all through the house and he hadn't even been here. It had 6 bedrooms, huge pool and jacuzzi, basketball court, four wheelers, dirt bikes, game room, dance studio, art studio and a full recording studio. I even had an entire wall in my garage lined with skateboards for him! I didn't need 6 damn rooms but I wanted the house to be big so that we would have all the things we both loved to do right here. I also wanted to make sure there was enough room so we could bring his cousins up from VA to hang out...And well there were a lot of them! But...

It was all over now...

Trying to get myself to function without dialing his number or texting him by habit was the hardest thing ever...I felt like I was in rehab going through withdrawal. I mean I was only 3 weeks in and I was literally craving his touch...His smell...His kisses...His laugh...That smile and the jokes plus at this point I would've even taken his fart bombs! And don't even get me started on how much I missed THA MONSTA! Because our last time was SOOO DAMN GOOOOOD I still shiver thinking about it! I shook off the thoughts tho because no matter how I played it out I said those words "We're done." I walked and I never thought I would ever walk out on him. We were supposed to be FOREVER but I guess forever died when he decided to follow Monsta instead of his heart!

ASSHOLE

Even with me leaving plus getting requests from Tina to do a few spot performances with him that I turned down I knew because of my contract I had to return for rehearsals in 6 weeks. Since our break I had heard from Nina, Shaw, Drew, Mama J and of course My Bro. Mijo told me that he was now traveling full time with B now as his assistant...Even tho I knew Mijo wasn't gonna be doing too much assisting more like he was gonna be telling B to get shit himself! Ha! Despite it all I loved that they bonded and were working together. So I really was happy that B had people around him that were his real friends.

Mijo also told me that Aaron was working with them now. I hadn't seen Aaron in a year because we had been so busy. We had become really cool but we kept are friendship toned down because well B would get agitated. It was really funny to think about now but I realized his jealousy WAS FROM HIS OWN GUILTY CONSCIENCE! I mean a blind woman could see Aaron was fine but what B never appreciated was that he never had to worry bout me cheating and especially with his family! No he had the cheating thing covered.

STUPID ME!

I tried to make sure when I did talk to Mijo I would text him first to make sure he was away from B because I didn't want B to think I was checking up on him...BECAUSE I WASN'T! I only got filled in because well Mijo wanted us to be back together and he didn't know how to CENSOR himself! And I wouldn't doubt that everything I told him and Shad they were telling B immediately! But I knew Omari tho...Whatever we talked about and I asked him not to tell...He wouldn't. He was just like that...Never one to spread others business.