“I ain’t been the same since you came in my life.”
(Sweets POV)
I couldn’t believe he called me Helena….He has never called me by my first name EVER! From the first time I met him I told him my name and he called me Sweets. At first he would say it when he was picking at me all the time and then it just stuck. So for him to call me that he was beyond pissed and I ain’t gonna lie it hurt…Bad.
WOW
I knew things were gonna get bad. Trey hadn’t told me about the interview until after Nina called me about it. I couldn’t believe all the shit he said! WHAT WAS HE TRYING TO PROVE? We weren’t all in love like that yet and sometimes I debated on if I made a mistake crossing the line with him. It just made me feel like he was more into creating this beef for publicity than actually interested in me!
Hmmm...
Rehearsals were to start in two days and I noticed that Trey has been acting jealous. Which was something I didn’t expect especially since we have only been together for a month! I mean I wasn’t trying to get serious so fast…Yes he kept my mind off of B and I enjoyed the time we got to spend together but I didn’t think it he would fall so hard so fast. I mean I can’t lie I feel myself falling for him but I don’t know…With this tour starting and Trey's album dropping I just wasn’t trying to rush anything that said we were official.
Just wait!
Trey didn’t like that…He actually suggested that I quit the tour altogether and come on the road with him! I just felt like he was trying to get me to do all the things I was willing to do with B with him now. Well what he didn’t understand was: I’M IN LOVE WITH B! I didn’t say that to Trey but I knew he knew it even tho I tried to reassure him that I was over B and that B was now with Rob so there was nothing ever going down between us. I knew he wasn’t doubting me he was doubting B’s intentions. Trey told me how B told him that he was gonna beat his ass the first time he saw him which at first pissed me off but then it really made me see B’s true feelings..Although selfish he did have a lot of love for me.
SO WHAT NOW?
I was nervous walking into that dance studio after two months of not seein and barely talkin to HIM. I saw the whole CBE crew standing around and laughing…The only one that was missing was Drew. I slowly came in the door and ran right into B.
“Woah my fau-” He stopped looking down at me with happy eyes. “Heeey how you been?” He asked surprisingly bubbly.
“Um…I’ve been good how bout you?" I said looking him over and he had filled out some more.
DAMN HE LOOKED GOOD!
“Great! So you ready to get back to work?” He asked doing a MJ move.
“Yeah I've been missing this surprisingly. Ain't nothing like dancing on the regular.” I said happily because the convo was going well.
“Yeah I feel you. It looks like everybody here…Flii said he was runnin late but he should be here in a minute.” He said lookinh around the studio then standing closer to me.
HE SMELLED GOOD TOO!
“Oh ok...” I said as my heart started to race. It was like being that close to him had set me on fire.
Just as he was about to say something else the studio door opened and I couldn’t believe my eyes. In walked Mijo, Aaron, Melissa and ROBYN!
I FROZE
It took me a minute to register that she was actually here as they walked over to us. WHAT THE HELL? Then I watched B as his smile disappeared and his face went cold. He slowly walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek and they began whispering something back and forth to each other and I could've sworn I read his lips saying Don’t trip…I love you…To her but I don’t think my mind wanted to believe he was making sure she stayed calm!
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Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)
FanficPART 1: Chris and Helena (Nicknamed Sweets by Chris) met on a basketball court in Harlem in August of '03. Sweets and Chris became friends after not being able to stand each other but were persuaded by their mutual friend TJ, to give each other a ch...