Ghostly Online

Biting my lip I think over the benefits and consequences of this decision. He could be a kill me, rape me,  and what would I be gaining? A not just online friend. Logically I know this is a bad decision, horrible things could happen, I should decline. Do the smart thing for once.

Yes I'll met you type back to him my lips turning up in a smile briefly before scowling at the computer. You are a idiot I say to myself and sigh. Tapping my fingers on my desk I think of calling off this meeting. Finally thinking logically again? It's not too late, don't do this a voice in my head advises and I know I should listen to it. This is a horrible idea and a very horrible idea. What was I thinking?  Quickly my fingers go back to typing, I'll tell him it was a joke, just a joke. Relief rushes through my body. Right a joke, that's all.

Awesome I can't wait to see you over. My fingers jam up as I read his text, oh hell I think to myself. He'll be so hurt if I do this, I can't met up with him, be strong I tell myself.

Please tell me you didn't change your mind, I care for you Emmie. I pout as I read his next text, don't get distracted I scold myself.

You know I'm not a creep, I would ever here you, you know that don't you? Oh hell Justin I think as my fingers hover over the enter key. Please forgive me ... Mom.

I'll be right their I reply back an idiot, a completely love struck idiot my mind seems to sigh. Anything for a friend...or a love. Sliding out of my chair my heart speeds up with existent and fear. I'm really goanna do this, I really am. Yes, yes you are and you will be sorry I grumble at the thought. Maybe I should take a knife with me just in case, but I don't want him to think I'm a creep either. I look at my outfit and sigh where would I put it anyway?

Shutting my computer off I slowly walk towards the door if my mom wakes up on the one day she decided to stay home at night I am so grounded for life smiling a sad smile I remind my self that she can't ground me from must. My mom works the streets we barely get by, not much food, a beat up t.v and a slowly computer. I guess you could say we had each other to, I'd be a lie.  Life isn't what it use to be. Be strong I scold myself again as I feel tears gather in my eyes, I wipe them away. Why did you leave dad?

Walking down the dark streets at  midnight I usually  feel comfortable. I reassure myself  tonight  that I can handle anything Justin does, Ive saved mom from one to many pimps to feel scared. The uneasiness in my stomach does not leave. Woman up Emmie I tell myself annoyed.

When I reach the deserted building my hear rate goes crazy. Run, you need to run now, you idiot voice the same voice from before screams. Gulping I ignore the voice, I'm brave, I'll be fine I tell myself. Opening the door cool air rushes out and I welcome it in this summer hear. Did Justin get air conditioning some how? Doubtful I shrug and in closing the door I bit my lip and look around uneasily.

"Justin" I call slightly loud while still looking around in confusion. Why is their a brand new t.v here set up with gem systems? This place is suppose to be deserted, I swear if this is some prank. Shaking my head I sigh and thank about leaving, it looks like someone's living here very comfortably. Looking around one more time I head straight for the door, I will not be arrested.

"Emmie wait" Justin says franticly from some where, I of course jump and then blush in embarrassment.

"Get down here now" I order feeling agitated that he embarrassed me and made me wait for him, I do not wait for people, ever.

"Emmie please come up stairs" Justin pleads I stand my ground glaring at the stairs please Emmie I mock in my head angrily as I get ready for a fight. Deep breathing I stop myself from screaming at him, I need to control myself. Closing my eyes I count to ten in my head , my muscles relax slowly but I'm still angry. Deep breath.

"Justin, if you really want to see me, you will come down those stairs right now" I say calmly it takes all my will power to keep my cool, I kind of have a hot temper I admit to myself silently.

"Then you'll run" Justin says his voice quivering, sounding very upset and lost, I freeze is Justin a creep?

"I won't run Justin" I lie if you are a creep or lied majorly about your age your about to get a beating Justin I think angrily looking around for a weapon.

"Yes you will" Justin accuses his sad voice turning to an angry one within a matter of seconds, my body tenses waiting for a fight to start, damn I should have brought my knife.

"Justin, I honestly won't" Anther lie, I should run but I won't what if he is a creep and his next victim is completely naive, unable to defend herself like I can.

The air in the room changes it turns cold and I shiver violently wondering if he's for some reason blasted the air conditioning to the max. What the hell I think as I can feel an cold breeze rush past me, I look around but see nothing. Looking at the door I seriously consider running, I bet I'm faster than him. Biting my lip I take a step towards the door and wait for him to protest I bet he has hidden cameras some where.

"Justin" I question looking around frantically while biting my lip hard, where has he gone to ask myself fearfully.

"I'm right here" A voice in front of the door says slowly a ... person appears their smiling at me, I scream.