my name is Luna, I used to take everything for granted but there is worse things that goes wrong in this world and not just my nails breaking because of softball season, but actually probably like how many kids don't eat at all or how when they get home they have to deal with drunks or worse they have nobody. I used to be the person who carried about what people thought about me, now all I can do now is care less because what's worth living if nobody love you, or even really cares about how your life is going and not just how many likes you got on your photo but your actually life out of school and off social media. I became to hate this world I wish I never new the things i know now it makes me sick everyday just to remember everything, I honestly don't know why I haven't ended it yet, maybe I'm to scared.
December 12, 2017
I was waiting for my mom to pick me up from school and it's was really cold and I didn't want to be here anymore, I stated to get angry when she wasn't answering her calls like she already 3 minutes late I started to text her things like "really mom what are you doing what your boyfriend" "HELLO DID YOU FORGET YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER" I decided to just start walking home in my new uggs and I was mad like I just got them 2 days ago when I got home after my 20 minute walk I started to stomp to my moms room when I noticed something.
Mom I say as I look at all the blood on the wall walking in to the hallway to get to her room, I start to get really scared because she didn't answer and now I am crying and pull out my phone about to call 911. As I open my door open I can hear her tv and I walk in and I see my mom on her bed just laying there with blood all over her I start to scream "MOM PLEASE NO MOM WAKE UP WAKE UP MOM COME ON" I realized she wasn't going to wake up after 2 minutes of just screaming and crying just trying to breath I called the cops they where here probably 5 minutes after after calling them.
As I just sit there think why her? She was the nicest sweet lady anyone could ever meet the cops asked if I had any family and I didn't it was just me and my mom my dad left before I was born. They look at me as I just sit there hopeless and have no emotion on my faces because I'm still trying to process the only family I had was gone, a lady with social services comes later and is telling my how I can stay at a house whit other kids I ask a foster home? She said no they take kids until we can find somewhere to put you.
I'm 15 so I wasn't a little kid who need someone to watch them 24/7 she told me to pack what I need so I did I took most of my mom things because I didn't know what they where doing with all of her stuff
