Boyf riends one shots (FINISHED)

Song Fic (took me by suprise)

Requested by jetta156shadow

Jeremy's POV

This is all my fault, I just lost my best friend because I wanted a girl.

I would react badly
To the slightest hint of hesitance

I left him, for a girl that doesn't even want me.
He'd bend awkwardly to suit my mood
No word from his defense
He was the best friend I could ever have.

I'd cry knowing how my tears
Felt like acid burning through his skin
I treated him like shit and he still stayed.

Pushed every little button
But the right one that would let me in
How could I do this to him, knowing his past with cutting.

Now he's afraid of me
He's afraid of me
Now he wouldn't even talk to me, I fucked up so bad.

It took me by surprise
The hatred in his eyes
I've pushed this man as far as he could go
But he lacked the words to let me know
He acted out, now I can see it is my fault
The way he looked at me, the way he yelled at me. It all my fault.

I made changes that went unnoticed

I changed for Christine, and she didn't even notice, no one did, but Michael.
Sang songs for deaf ears
He mistook my silence for punishment

Weeks with out talking to him was torture, and the Squip wouldn't even let me see him
As it had been all these years
I'd cry knowing how my tears
Felt like acid burning through his skin
I left him behind, I left my boy behind. Knowing that he loved me more then any girl ever could.

Now he's afraid of me
He's afraid of me
"Do you think that you can just come back into my life after how you treated me?! No Jeremy you can't do that to me, I won't let you hurt me again!" I still remember how much anger was in his voice.
It took me by surprise
The hatred in his eyes
I've pushed this man as far as he could go
But he lacked the words to let me know
He acted out, now I-
"I love you Jeremiah, but I can't continue getting hurt by you. You left me, you hurt my, you called me a loser when I tried to help you. After all that I still save your life and I didn't even get a thank you! Just stay away from me!"

It took me by surprise
The hatred in his eyes
I've pushed this man as far as he could go

It was the first time he ever hit me, and now I'm sure it will be the last.
But he lacked the words to let me know
He acted out, now I can see it is my fault

"Michael I'm so sorry"