You can't spell space without ace (vkook)

Do you wanna dance in the back of the hall?

a/n: Alternative summary for this chapter is: "Jeongguk back it again with the sexuality crisis" lol I'm sorry.

I've had like multiple sexuality crisis even after I embraced it completely, I just overthink too much I guess... also I apologize for how slow this fic is, I seem to be unable to make things happen quicker, especially when it's a rather long fic and shit I need to move this along otherwise it will end up like my last fic that suddenly had 120k words and I was like wtf it wasn't supposed to be this long...

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Jeongguk always knew he was one to overthink, ever since he was little he used to do this with pretty much everything in his life.

Of course his sexuality was no different. Even if he embraced the asexual label as quick as possible after he figured himself out, he was still one to take his thoughts too far concerning this.

It was stupid, it makes him frustrated and angry but it was something he simply couldn't avoid.

Lying down at his bed while he stared at the awful party ticket - he goes to an arts college for fucks sake, this ticket shouldn't be this hideous, he couldn't help but wonder who was the useless person who designed it - his mind was going to strange places.

Besides his horror with the ticket design, there was something else giving him a small headache.

His mind just wouldn't shut down the thought of him finding Taehyung drinking from that bottle something attractive.

Jeongguk didn't understand this and he began to wonder what the hell did this meant.

He knew this was stupid, after all it wouldn't be because he thinks people drinking from bottles is attractive that he'll suddenly feel the will to have sex with them.

But it sounded like a fact people could connect to sexual attraction... didn't it?

He knows he must not be the only one to think that, but he thinks for others this does have some sexual connotation.

Honestly the simple fact he needed to wonder so deeply if this has some sexual connotation, should indicate that he doesn't feel it has, at least not for him.

But he still was feeling weird about the whole thing. He tried to think why drinking could have some sort of sexual attraction connected to it, but he couldn't figure out.

Could it possibly make people think about sex if they saw it and were attracted to it? What would even be the reason for that?

At loss, the boy settled for doing one thing he had done many times. He decided to search for fanfics, because he figured someone must've commented about it somewhere... right?

More specifically, he went in search for the ones that had smut, even if recently he had been avoiding it more due to understanding now why it didn't appeal for him like it seemed to appeal for others.

After finding one that had some plot to it and some fluff - so it would appeal to him in some ways - he started to read and once he reached the part he was waiting for he tried to find something that could relate to his wonders.

Of course there was nothing, as he was just reading random fanfics and as he couldn't exactly search for what he wanted because no one with a sane mind would use character X thinks characters Y drinking from bottles is attractive as a tag for their work, Jeongguk just didn't find any fanfic that mentioned this.

But at least it did help him in some extend because the more he read, the more he was reassured of his sexuality.

Once he would come across common things in this scenarios, his mind would simply think about things he was sure people wouldn't wonder about if they felt sexual attraction.