Today's the last day of fcat and I was kinda happy about it ... The bell just rang telling me and Kayla ( who were walking around outside of school) it was time to go to class . On my way there I saw Kevin ... I have bin trying to break up with him for to weeks now I did on kik about two weeks but he claims that his phone broke and so he didn't know ... Anyways my friends (the ppl who peer pressured me to go out with him in the first place) want me to tell him in person , but I can't , I can't break up with anyone .. I feel to bad about it and to tell the truth I was scared of his reaction .
The first thing I try to do is to run away from him ,which I have been doing for the past two weeks now ...
I turn around but quickly notice that it's no point running because he would caught up to me this time so I just keep walking , Anabell notice that Kevin was walking towards me and started in my direction .. Annoyance in her eyes (she thinks I should just tell him and get it over with )
"Hay ellie " he say
"Kevin" I say not knowing wat else to say.
"So wassup " he says trying to start a conversation.
"Nun" I say avoiding eye contact , i start to walk faster and he puts his arm around me pulling me back .
I curse myself out in my head for not walking faster
"Aww" Kayla says looking at the two of ours. I give her the evil eye and she puts her hands up in surrender.
At that point anabell walks up and I'm so happy , I push Kevin's hand off my shoulder and distance myself from him .
"You need to tell him " anabell whispers walking closer to me .
"I know I know later" I say looking for a way to get any from everyone . I felt cornered in , Kevin to my left , Kayla to my right and Anabell in front of me.
"Are you still going out with him ? " Anabell ask out loud so that Kevin could hear the answer.
I start to hesitate and try to go around Anabell , Kevin starts walking away and I start to fell the confidants to say no but it's to late his gone.
"Why didn't you tell him " ibel practically screams at me .
"Idk , why can you tell him for me ?"
"No" she say.
Sighing we all walk in to are class waiting to be called for testing....
"Omg I am so happy today is the last day of fcat " Kayla say smiling at me . I nod my head in agreement , plus I'm happy that the conversation is not about Kevin "yea I know I so happy "
We are in the second group of kids (which brandon is in) to go to fcat testing and were waiting in are first block to be called to testing ... We are watching frozen and I turn around every now and then when the characters say something about love (referring to her and Brandon ) I laugh when she gives me that "are you serious face "
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She had just finishing showing me something on her phone that I was pretty surprised about and right after we head to testing . On the way there I see Bruce .. He hasn't been talking or making fun of me alot lately (probably cuz of Anabell ) he has just been quiet and nicer . he looked at me and and then looked away .
I ignore him and continue yo my testing room saying bye to Anabell .
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Testing was two hours but in my class when you were done you just got up and left and went to lunch , felling pretty confident about my answers on my test I submit it and left .
When I got to lunch only a few people were there , trying not to make my self bored i got up and got kori-Ann some lunch , soon after ibel came am everything was normal , after about 5minutes Bruce and Brandon come out of testing . Bruce gives me a quick look before sitting down at his brothers table and Brandon does the same for Anabell.
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When are teacher came and picked us up for lunch Bruce finds a way to make it look like he was sitting at our table for lunch and blends in with the croud .. Me and Anabell are in the front of the line .. I was hoping to out run Kevin and Anabell just walks to fast ... Jackie came up behind me an Anabell and as soon as we turned the corner Kevin was there .
"C'mon just do it " Anabell whines .
Kevin sees me and starts walking towards me .
"Are you you breaking up with him ellie ?" she said out loud once more.
"...Yess.."i say looking at the ground under me .
"Oh so know you tell me ?" he say putting his arm around me once more and suddenly I am filled with guilty .
I say yea pushing his arm off of me and walking away from him , still looking at the floor.
.... In science we built paper footballs for an experiment we were doing , it was my first time playing paper foot ball so I was testing it out and end up hitting Bruce with the football three times ... Each time he looked back and picked up the football for me handing it to Anabell
"Thank you and srry " I say to him laughing .
A few min after I got bored and started looking at Bruce who say in front of me "to messed up ponytail " I say out loud and then cover my mouth .
Anabell starts laughing .
" I did not say that out loud "
" Yes you did " she say still laughing "
" Omg I'm so srry Bruce " I whisper to Bruce but I don't thing he heard me say any of it .
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I had fun in science ,playing paper football with one of my BFF And I was happy even though Bruce discided to work with hayla (this girl that he like )
After science I went to peer counseling which we learned about the halocast today and the school day finally ended .
Me and Jackie walked together and I saw the twins standing next to eachother (I do this thing were everyday after school I touch Bruce's hair) Bruce's back was facing me so as me and Jackie walk by I touch his hair and walk away like nothing happened when I got far enough away from him I looked back to see him looking at me , I laugh and continue to talk to Jackie about something totally opposite .
