fuckboy maybe .

one .

"break it down yeah
i get in my feelings yeah
i start reminiscing yeah
next time around fuck i want it to be different yeah "

logaan.
i laid back just as she did . i smiled thinking about what just happened. brittney rocked my world . i love her sm . nobody could ever understand. pluss she a freakk too . lol that's my girl .

brittney .
the night I just had . whew . he so good in bed . and he loves me soo much .. i kinda feel bad for cheating. i love him . but my baby caleb is where my heart really at . I know im wrong but i just can't stop . but I needa let logaan go before he gets even more attached.
we just talked & talked until he fell asleep . lol i did that . i puts it down . but I found a piece of paper i grabbed a pen . I began writing ..

" dear logaan
I love you so much . but I gotta go . I'm in love with somebody else . I think you know how that feels . im sorry. things just been different lately. im so sorry && I completely understand if you hate me after this . i love you but I can't be with you . im sorry but we're just too different. i need to go . i love you but im in love with him . I feel like I deserve him . I couldn't tell you this in person, on the phone or thruu text .. so here it is .."
I dropped the pen && let my tears go . they feel slowly . my cheeks got hot . I quickly got up && went in the bathroom && wiped my face . I walked too my car && looked back & got in.