Lovesick (A MAGCON STORY)

Chapter 1

Janette's POV 

They say self harm leads to nothing but a bloody and sinful mess. But the more i feel pain, i long for it..My name is Janette Blair and I am nothing but a bag full of shame and a coward. Nobody wants me, even my own mother disowned me once my dear father died when I was 5. And so, she sent me away to my Aunt Hannah in Los Angeles and took good care of me ever since.

But was I happy? I think not. Everyday at the park I would look at the kids holding hands with their Moms and Dads. I felt envious of them, I wanted to know how it feels like to be complete and happy.

I am often bullied. Ever since I was in third grade, they never stopped calling me pigface. Even until now at Springfield University, It's me vs thousands of students in this hellhole. Im socially awkward and I didnt have much friends, I'm not even sure if they're real. My diary is my only companion and the best part of having one is that it can never judge you. Ever. I write everything I want to say and I write everything I feel. This is the only place where I can escape, and be free.

One normal day at school, I thought the bullies and the cheerleaders were getting sick and tired of picking on me and treating me like dirt. As I walked in the school doors, everyone was just doing their own thing and not staring at my red and black hair nor my band shirts and shit ton of bracelets. Or wondering how many times i put eyeliner on this morning. Could this be the day ?

Just then as I turned to my locker, It was open. Who couldve done this ?? All of my razors, GONE. My anti-depressants, GONE. My bandmerch, ALL GONE. What's left in there was a drawing of a pig tortured

I was about to rage when I noticed below were words written in markers and read

"This little piggy went wee wee wee wee wee bleeding the way to hell"

I froze.

Should I tell the school council? Nah they wouldnt care

Should I tell the school faculty ?  No, they would tell Aunt Hannah about my depression

Should I tell my counselor ? Oh, definitely not.

Should I tell a friend? Wait, do I even have any?

And so I ran. I didnt have any more choice but to run and look for my stuff before the teachers see. I could feel my tears running down my hot cheeks. I saw something sparkle from the garbage bin so I looked down there and saw my lost items. I sighed in relief as I grabbed them out of the bin.

Just then, I saw Gabbie, Nash and Cameron, one of the popular kids, in an empty part of the hallway a few feet away from me. Part of me wanted to approach them, but I'm too shy, and they're too intimidating. I tried my best to hide so i threw my bag to my face and turned around. But I was too late.

"HEY !" I heard one of them call but I kept running and blocking everything in my way.

Oh no. Get ready for some more bashing. Oh well, I guess this is another normal day for me.

But instead I felt a pat on my back.

"Huh?" was all I could say.

"It's okay, I wont hurt you" the girl said

Ive heard this all before.

"Wait is that the emo freak?" the boy questioned.

"Oh shush Cameron." the girl replied

"Are you okay bae?" the other boy added

What the hell is he talking about. 

"Or nah?"

I removed the bag from my face to see the faces of the 3 people clearly.

Gabrielle Anderson. The captain of the school's volleyball team. And also a member of FABCON (Fashion and Beauty Convention) She had long blondish brown hair and light brown eyes. I heard she was wild at parties and always dresses to impress. But then again people seem to be impressed and they loved following her trends. Boy, this girl had it all.

Cameron Dallas, One of the jocks. He's part of MAGCON (Meet And Greet Convention).  I heard he has great abs. I could almost see them in his almost transparent muscle tee. He had brown eyes and brown hair. He also has a really nice smile. His teeth were pearly white  and every angle of him is just perfection. Bless his mother and father I want to shake their hands so bad for doing a good job. 

But my love for Kellin Quinn from Sleeping with Sirens will never die. I thought as I sang Let Love Bleed Red in my head.

Last but not least is Nash Grier, Captain of the Basketball team and also a part of MAGCON. He has really beautiful sky blue eyes and the most captivating ones Ive ever seen in my entire life. He's been together with Gabrielle for over a month now. Theyre actually the IT couple in the entire school. He's one of the famous Viners as well as Cameron, Shawn, Jack&Jack, and a whole lot more. They're actually pretty funny and sweet. I've watched some of their vines.

"Hello, what's your name?" Gabrielle said casually, breaking the silence.

"I'm um--Janette Blair."

"I'm Gabrielle!"

"Yeah I know,,,"

"What happened over there?" Nash batted in the conversation.

"Oh no, the usual thing." People trying to kill me, a thousand times.

But I didn't say that.

"Oh, the boys usually talk about you. But I plan on not joining in their stupid plan." Cameron said.

They want to hurt me too?

"But nah, boys will be boys. They're not as bad as you think." Cameron said quickly.

I hear the school bell for the next period. "I-- I think I should go--" I said

"Wait, why don't you join us at lunch?" Gabrielle said.

"But babe, isn't there a Magcon and Fabcon meet--" Nash said

"It's Tuesday. The meeting is scheduled tomorrow." Gabrielle shot back

"Oh."

"So what do you say, Janette?" Gabrielle said looking at me eagerly.

"Um okay"

I have a feeling I'm gonna regret this.

Or will I?

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[A/N]

Joan: Hello! Hope you enjoyed the prologue and the first chapter of Lovesick! I don't know if the fic is good but Kaila and I did our best-- from the plot, brainstorming and rewriting the paragraphs again and again. Kaila and I had been fighting for some scenes, like

"What could be the name of the popular people's organization?"

"FAB? Fabulous? Fashion and Beauty? FAB-con? FABCON?"

Kaila totally disagrees with me he-ehe-he! I find it funny though, because it sounds like fabric conditioner omg we're totally gonna werk with it.

Kaila: I still friggin disagree. -.- jk okay dats fine but i was thinking of something Greek idk.

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