Forever and Truly His

It only Got worse

Pain is the only word I could use to tell you what it feels like to be rejected 

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It's been weeks and I've lost the desire to eat when I got out the car I headed into school I see Gio and Kylie sitting there holding hands and Joking around with their friends some part of me wished that were me but I stop looking at them and went to my locker when I'm at my locker Peter Kylies older brother heading my way.

"hey how are you?" he said as his face  held a worry expression look

"why do you care" i snapped back in a harsh tone 

"look I know Kylie took your mate that wasn't right of her to do she's suppose to be your cousin and your mate is no better than her I just Wanted to make sure that you were alright"

I was shocked I never knew that Peter Cared about me enough to check up on me hell I didn't think anyone did 

"well I'm fine just hurts"

 I lied it hurts a lot to see them together to see them kiss because of them I can't eat and I have to find ways to to take the pain away I can't even sleep because I have nightmares but Peter didn't know all of that he just gave me a weak smile and a small hug and left when I went to class I say them Kissing I sat in the of the class my head was spinning I saw the teacher come in and they broke apart I still felt the room turning and the pounding of my head didn't stop I felt thritsy and I was sweating.

"ok class lets begin" the teachers eyes landed on me 

"Annabelle are you alright" that was the last words I heard before everything went black 

I woke up in a hospital bed my brothers were there and my my cousins and so was Gio.

"nice going"byron said 

"chill man be happy she's still breathing" brandon said 

"what happen to her anyway"brian spoke up and said '

"the doctor said she hasn't been eating and she's been losing blood from cutting" byron said 

"well what do we do now how the Fuck are we suppose to help her just come out and say hey Annabelle so we hear you haven't been eating and that you've been cutting your self so now weregoing to stuff food down your throat and take away all sharp obejects" Brandon yelled I was suprized even though Bryon and Brandon are twins Bryon was going to be alpha cause he's older by 11 seconds

It's like I wasn't even there Peter looked at me and came closer

" why didn't you tell me this whenn I asked you " his eyes gave away his saddness 

I didn't say anything I just turned away and fell asleep when I woke up it was night time and it was passed visting hours I sat up and I saw figure in the corner.

"why are you doing this to yourself" Gio vioce echoed through my ears 

"why do you care" I said in a low vioce 

"you are my mate you shouldn't be like this" he said 

"I'm like this because of you!!!!!!!!!" I snapped at him his face turned hard he looked angry

"Well its not my fault I don't want you" 

"leave me alone now" I said to him  he left with no more words 

the next day the let me go home of course my parent weren't home and my brother were planing a party so its just me

alone like always