grave; | myg fanfiction

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excuse my grammar.

it was cold. it was winter, of course.

signs of winter is already coming on its way. thus still, im not ready.

i walked silently at the side of the pathway to my house.

i just came from the grocery, which i bought groceries, of course.

then i remembered, it was 20th of may.

i should visit my parents, i thought.

i hired a taxi when i spot one, and drove to the place where i mourn. where i confess my problems to.

i told the driver to stop near the graveyard.

i paid for my taxi, then walked to the nearest flower shop first.

i bought the one which is the cheapest, but yet elegant.

after that, i then walked silently to the gravestone where my parents are buried.

i sat quietly next to them, and suddenly i.. missed them.

i missed them so much.

why did i hate them when they were still here?

they loved me dearly, but i still ignored them. they took care of me, but i still pushed them away.

people were right.

i was so selfish.

i want everything to myself.

then i didnt realized that they are slowly dying.

mom.. dad.. i miss you so much.

if only i could turn back in time, i would treat you so much better then.

but i cant.

no one was there for me, after people knew on how i treat my parents.

but.. they are not my parents.

i have to find my biological parents. my real ones.

not long after i stare at their grave, i stood up and decided to go home.

after i did that, i saw someone sitting infront of an old grave.

he looked so sad.

well of course, his loved one is dead. who the heck wouldnt be sad if they saw their loved ones grave.

im insane.

i decided to shrug it off and continued to walk towards the bus stop.

while i was walking quietly, i found a hard grip on my hand.

i quickly looked at the owner of the hand.

it was the man that i saw earlier.

and hes crying.

"help me.. please." he cried. i quickly let my hand go at his grip, but it was too strong and i failed.

"please.. let me go." i cried as well. he just shook his head and hugged me unexpectedly.

i was shookt. i didnt know what to do. i heard his soft cries. i felt symphathy.

instead of letting go of the hug, i carresed his back, and shushed him.

"shh, dont worry. im here." i said while comforting him. after a few minutes, i only heard silence. he finally stopped.

i let the hug go first. "whats the problem?" i asked. he just sighed and left immediately.

and there i was. confused.