I watched you from afar, admiring the excitement running through your voice when talking about something you love. Your laugh after someone around you cracked a joke the joy sprinkled in your eyes. Your lip curved up into a soft smile
I can't help, but crack a smile
My eyes soften, a glint of regret crossing my eyes
The smile I wore disappeared as I watch you. you're happier
You look much more happier without me weighing down.
My friends tell me as I pass by you that one day i'll be just as happy I smile as wide as I can at them and laugh as hard as I can I tell them I know and that i've been feeling way more happier lately when I see hope sprinkled in there eyes for me it makes me feel guiltier for lying but after you It's harder to trust
I bite my lips quietly as I remember when you called off our relationship
No explanation you decided it upon both of our behalf to just call it off no word from me at all
I remember the slight guilt in your eyes as you saw me stutter with my words and try not to break down in front of you
I know you're well over me hell you despise me
I know you do
you want nothing to do with me and that's fine
but please for the love of god don't give me false hope that we an be friends again just please tell me or ask someone to tell me just please I don't want false hope
Please if you hate me tell me
Yell at me
Do something
P l e a s e
Tell me how awful I was to you leave I don't care if you break me more it's better than being given false
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