Letters

Dear You Know Who You Are

Every day,
I like you less and less
You manage to make my mind
An absolute mess
I know I'm a bad friend,
But you're no better
And that is why
I'm writing this letter

Sometime four years ago,
We met online
And for a while
Everything was fine
But then I realized
You all preferred another
But I understand why
Thanks to the rules from my mother

You'd claimed not to ignore me
Yet you're always 'last seen now'
Then suddenly I realized what was going on,
And could only mumble, 'wow'
At first I brushed it off,
I know Hangouts is buggy
But as the days went on,
My mind only became more muggy

I'll express my feelings
About how I'm being ignored,
"I don't know why she does it"
I understand you're getting bored
I don't like repeating myself
Like I said, I know it gets boring
Ah, do see what I mean?
I can hear you snoring

You'll repeat the same message
Obviously since you don't care
But I guess I don't mind much,
You doing so is kind of rare
I throw things back you,
But I doubt you hardly notice
And now I wonder,
If there was a point to having wrote this

I'm not sending it after all,
That would be dumb on my part
And it would be funny for only a short while,
For I don't have that cold of a heart
So for now I'll just sit here,
Having seen I've been left on read
One day I'll be done with all this
Because it isn't something that I need

Friends are supposed to better each other,
But you've only made me more bitter
I've yet to give up,
Because I don't want to be the quitter
Though every day I'm oh so tempted
To up and block the both of you
Yet my finger hovers over the button
Unsure of the right thing to do

There will come a day,
When I make the big decision
And look at our trio and finally say,
"There needs to be a division."
And after that I hope you admit,
That while you two talked through the night
In the very end,
It was me who was right.