nothing is fair in love and war

before the storm

fleichiano had always loved ludwig. 

he really had, but when it came to telling ludwig that he had been chosen to fight for his country in the war that only started months prior, fleciano found it hard to even look at the man that he fell in love with so many years ago. 

felichiano was happy-go-lucky and a bit childish, ludwig was already hardend by the nature of battle as a soldier, they evened eachother out. they were ment for eachother. 

ludwig had gotten his call out a few weeks ago, fleichiano was devistated. but now it was ludwigs turn to show sadness, he knew that fleichiano was not made for war, he was to nice, he could never kill a man, he doesnt like conflict he just wants everyone to be happy. 

neither of them knew how long or even if the other would last on the cold a barren wasteland that is the battlefeild. they were scared, they would'nt be able to see eachother for two years at least and during that time that would be killing their counterparts friends and commrads.

they both left for the battle feild in a week.

they were both scared.

as a parting gift they went to the nicest store they could find a bought eachother a journal, they then got a picture printed out of both of the to keep, so they would not forget what their lover looked like, so they could keep some hope, but most importantly they could write how they felt in the journal and if all goes well they could show eachother their entries when the war is over.

over the week that they had together before they were to be ripped for eachother they lounged around, they packed, they kissed, they told eachother what they loved about them and they stayed as close to eachother as they possibly could.

they didnt want to say goodbye.

the night before they left eachother they had dinner together. nothing fancy, they didnt go out. they stayed in the small cottage that they called home and they ate the last proper meal that they would have in a while, together. even though they hate to admit it, they cried. they cried more then either of them had ever cried before. they sat on the couch and they cried into eachothers arms untill they fell asleep. 

a/n

this is my first chapter i hope you like it, this is an elongated version of the story i did for my english class last year. 

warning there will probably be slow uploads.