Blue, White, and Ice ~Jack Frost and Elsa~

Chapter 18: Trance

= Jack Frost =

Opened my eyes and sat up.

Everything was all a blur, I found myself panting. Trying to catch my breathe as my chest feels like it is being choked to death.

Shaking my head rapidly, trying to grasp everything that had happened. Everything confused me. Holding my head, trying to figure out what just happened. 

Then, I felt a hand in my left arm.

"Honey?"

Looking to my left. 

My wife.

I paused. Stood still and just looked at her. 

Her face just sums up all her concerns for me.

"Yeah... I'm fine."

She smiled. Holding me and placed her head in my chest.

Her hug somehow felt comforting.

I was able to calm down, brighten up a bit as my wife makes sure that I am well taken care of.

"Com'on. Let's prepare breakfast."

Gently, she got up wearing only her over-sized shirt and her underwear.

After a while, the aroma of coffee and pancakes filled the kitchen as I found my wife, still in what she is wearing before with her hair tied in a messy ponytail.

Her soft and pale skin, reflecting the light through the window in front of her and the sink. Glowing. 

I threw myself to her. Hugging her from her back. Her hair that smells of strawberries and her skin, smooth and soft. Her body twitching as my hands go sliding down from her upper back down.

"Honey, that tickles." She chuckles.

I pulled her closer, making her face me. Enjoying the view of her, her eyes shimmering, her cheeks rosy red and her lips so natural.

I couldn't help myself but get a kiss. 

I felt her hands wrapping around my neck, pulling me even closer to her.

"Are you okay?" She asks.

Placing my forehead to hers, I sum up all the courage to say.

"I had that dream again."

Looking up to her eyes, teared up. I could see the hurt and the concern.

All she could do was hug me. Assuring me that everything is okay. I'm okay. 

That we're okay.

"I'm sorry..." I muttered. 

"Relax, I'm here. You're okay. And don't worry, I'm okay." She said once again.

I felt so guilty. Saying what happened to her. 

My beautiful wife.

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Calista. 

It's not that I am still in love with Elsa, it was just that that incident was traumatizing that sometimes I have that fear that it might happen to her as well. 

6 years ago.

My first love, Elsa died in an accident.

At least before she passed... we we're okay. 

It took a while for me to really move on, but I was able to.

It took a while, but then, I fell in love again. 

Weirdly, with the cousin of my first love.

No guilt for that though, cause before Elsa passed... 

-FLASHBACK-

"I love you, Jack..."

A wounded, bleeding Elsa, cupping my cheeks.

"Don't worry. I'm happy. You made me happy. At least before I pass, I had the time of my life. Thank you..." She continued.

"No! You're gonna be okay, Elsa." I tried assuring with her in my hands. Trying to stop the bleeding in her head and her abdomen.

But before I could call her name out again, she's gone. In my hands.

Then everything came back to me. The last dream I had of the girl. Realizing it... It was Elsa all along. The part where she said goodbye with her hands bleeding... 

Upon realizing it... I couldn't do anything but scream out at the top of my lungs. Screaming out the terrible feeling of losing someone who you just had. Like for a few hours.

---- END FLASHBACK---

But then again, life goes on. I didn't have the power to bring back time to where It could have been changed. Where our fates would have been changed.

Still, no regrets though. I have found another reason to live and love again: 

My wife. 

After all, it was all blue. All sad.

However, it was all white too. Before Elsa passed, she made sure she fixed everything. All mess cleaned up.

Then there is ice. The ice cold heart moments we had. The fight where it all impacted our lives deeply.

Blue. White. Ice. 

I smiled at the sight of my wife.

She smiled back.

Then we were interrupted by a tiny voice of a boy.

"Daddy, I want pancakes."

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THE END.

Tragic isn't it? HAHAHAHA

Please don't hate me xD

Don't worry, I'm planning to produce another story. Sadly, I'm not considering a sequel to this cause Elsa is dead in this story. LOL.

Well anyways, I hope you enjoyed :)

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'Till next story/ies. ^_^

-Kate