The Story Of Lies That Is My Life.

My lies, and my brutal truths

I've never been a good person, and its not a part of my life that I can think of that I haven't done something evil in common sense but good things came out of them.

My life hasn't been good but it hasn't been bad yes I was bullied but I was also a cry baby. I mean you can't say I didn't put that on myself, and because of this at a young age I had a growing hate for everyone in the world that I knew. I know that it's stupid but I'm just an idiot who thinks of all the wrongs before the rights. I've lied about a lot of things in my childhood I've told many lies to attempt to get out of trouble. You read right "attempt" cause none of them worked only a few white lies I'd say and they didn't even work in my favor. I'll just name off a few times I lied to get off but they failed, when I was younger me and my cousins where playing around I don't know what but we were so one time we tripped and broke a table. No harm done just the wooden part was broken but our stupid asses decided to make up a lie and said brother broke it. Since my mother was a detective at the time we all had to say he did it buttt... Heh.. Well when it came down to it I said instead of Billie broke the table when I was asked "Jordan who broke the table?" I said "I don't know about 40 or something." It got us out of trouble but I was still grounded cause it was clear something was up. Another lie was that I used to lie about doing my homework mostly because I hated how I already have to waste 13 years of my life flat out in school so why should I have to spend the time I have to relax to do school work at home. I always got the excuse from my teachers home work is work for him I always argued no its school work so it should stay at school where it belongs. I was a selfish kid as a teenager now I'm more of a selfless person I'd give anything up to help someone out even a friendship. I'm considered I douchebag and a liar. I completely understand where people get that from cause I've lied my entire life, I'm not proud of it some where selfish some where pointless and others were cause I couldn't take responsibly. I'm a cheater I won't say I'm not I know what I did and hate myself for committing those sort of things I'm just a guy who has trouble letting people go. I mean I've lied about so much stuff no one knows my real name to but my family. I'd tell them but I've been called Jordan Broughton for so long that it grew on me. I just wish I didn't have to lie but just like what j Cole says "apparently" I've been force to not have a choice but to anymore I've been living in my lies for so long that sometimes I wonder what is the truth. Recently my mind has been in so much shambles that I take a gamble each time I try to disassemble the lies that I've force upon myself. Heh.. Tuff luck to a guy who wished to be loyal. To anyone I cheated on I'm sorry it sorta just happened I take responsibility for it. For everyone that Ive lied to I'm sorry that you had to deal with the pitiful excuse for a human.

Sincerely Asche Jordan lee Broughton Edwards. And yes my actual name is Asche pronounced Ash just so you know.