Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 51

"Layin here all out of ideas...Ain't picked up the phone in so damn long...And I tried to say it was for the best but now I regret my choice..."

(Sweets POV)

They say you only get two to three REAL loves in your lifetime and I really do think that is true. You never know what love might have in store for you if you don't give it a chance. I was always too afraid to LOVE until I fell for B...and trying to get over him was like a crackhead trying to get over crack! I swear it felt like it was gonna be impossible but then I realized I should really focus on what I was building with Trey...And you know what I was pleasantly surprised.

LOVE

Once Trey got over his silly jealousy of B and realized I was serious about he and I...He finally lightened up and became the sweet loving guy I always liked. Kind, considerate, reliable, intelligent, funny, spontanious, generous with everything he had and he even stepped his sex game up! Even tho he will NEVER be B...He has made a lot of progress to be runner up! HA! Although he still had this major arrogant side...He learned quickly to check that shit at the door when he was around me! I WAS NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH "TREY SONGZ"...I was in one with Tremaine Neverson, the one I met 5 years ago! He was making big strides in his career and even starting a co headlining tour. Even tho our schedules were making it tough to for us to see each other he made sure for us to have webcams...Annnnnd well that kept it FUN! HA! It had been 6 months and I had really fell for him...Even with the rumors, blogs, Paps and his constant flirtation...I had come to love him very much.

NOT ALWAYS THAT EASY

I was now 4 months into the UCP: EXCLUSIVE tour and we were finishing up our U.S. leg. B was everywhere between touring, appearances, awards and shows, doing TV shows and This Christmas coming out finally...We were always on the go. I loved the CBE crew and we were one big family! They took me and B's break up well because we decided to not make it awkward. B had semi squashed his beef with Trey out of respect for me but I knew he would never fully trust Trey again although I hoped one day he would because despite all of this happening I knew Trey really did love B like a lil brother....He just couldn't help how he felt about me. B had matured a lot but yet he was still his same silly and protective self! I was happy that we could be platonic most of the time...I say most of the time brcause there were those times chilling on the bus or hotel and we would get close when he was actually away from Rob...WHICH WAS PRETTY RARE NOW!....And old feelings would come up but we wouldn't cross the line. It was weird to see him in love with someone else and it was probably the same way for him. Of course he wouldn't hesitate to blatantly hit on me whenever Rob wasn't around or in ear shot but as far as us sleeping together we had left it with that night after the club.

NOT ALWAYS AS THEY SEEM

As far as B and Rob goes from just looking at them and following the constant stories in the blogs you would think their relationship was picture perfect! Weeeeelll it wasn't...I mean it's to be expected that there were gonna be normal ups and downs but it seems like the downs were becoming more of a regular occurance as of lately. I mean I had walked by on several occasions at the club, hotel, airport, shoots and it seemed like they were having WORLD WAR 3! I mean I would feel bad sometimes because it seemed like she would blow up on him for the least little thing or he would go off on her because she was in one of her moods. Mijo even said she had started slapping him if he made her mad enough. NOT COOL!

Change of plans

Even tho B and I decided before the tour started that we weren't going to confide in each other about each other's relationships...He had began to do it more and more and let me say he was STRESSED! I tried to not give him any advice and just be a sounding board because I knew that my opinion would come off biased but when he would ask me my honest opinion I would tell him straight up whether he was in the wrong or she was. I tried to limit that tho and I hated seeing him in turmoil but the bottom line was he loved her a lot now and wanted them to work.