Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 52

“And if I had it to do all over…All I think about is how I messed it up and all I think about is how I need your love…”

 (Chris POV)

I knew the way I told Sweets about Trey was fucked up but I didn’t give a DAMN right now! I had actually known for a while but I wasn’t gonna say nothing to her because well she would do exactly what she did...CALL ME A LIAR! So I kept that shit to myself but I was tired…Tired of her thinking THAT NIGGA was sooooo much better for her than I was! I mean I didn’t want to see her hurting but shit it was time she found out because HE JUST ASKED HER TO MARRY HIM!

Fuck that not if I could stop it...

There was no way in hell I was gonna sit by and let her get played like that! Shit the only reason I squashed my beef wit him was because I wanted to see her HAPPY! She deserved that but when Tanaya told me she had been officially with Trey for 3 months now and showed me proof I was PISSED! See I used to talk to Tanaya when Sweets and I first broke up for like 2 weeks but I wasn't feeling it so I left it alone so when I ran into her at the club she shocked me when starts going on and on about Trey showing me pics saying she was mad because he had been being shady lately so she wanted me to tell him he needed to call her.

What?

I never said nothing to Trey even tho I had seen the nigga a few times since…I mean why would I? He had stole the LOVE OF MY LIFE and he didn’t give two fucks so why should I give him a heads up? Fuck that he did that shit to himself! Even tho I wanted him to hang himself with Sweets I still kept debating on how I was gonna let her know but I knew she wasn’t gonna believe me. So when she REJECTED me for the thousandth time I said FUCK IT she needed to know who she being loyal to!

TIRED

I had had enough of Rob’s bullshit too…I mean I couldn’t believe I was able to push all the love I had for Sweets out the window for her and she for one play me for like a month when we got together with her ex and then I stay. Ok...Ok then I fucked up ACCIDENTALLY ON PURPOSE! We tried to work it out…I fall for her plus confess most of my indiscretions because I was serious about our future together and even then she stays but she can’t let shit go! I mean I love spending time with her when she was chill we was like the best of homies who had bomb sex but as of lately…Terrible fights too.

SHIT!

I was tired of her slapping me like she had lost her fucking mind then we get into it. She had a temper that if controlled was sexy as hell but I guess that’s what I get for comparing her to Sweets. I mean Sweets had a temper too but she used it for a purpose if that makes any type of sense! I was getting to the point where I would have to restrain her ass or she would be punching me and shit then we would go at it!

I ain’t no punk and it felt like she was trying her best to punk or control me cause she thought I couldn’t hit her back! Man I didn’t at first and I HATED that I have lately. I don’t know…Momma liked Robyn a lot but she was not having her putting her hands on me and she told her that she was worried about me hurting her  because well I got a temper too…but no one knew how hard I’ve been trying to control it when it came to her but she wouldn't stop so I would explode!

FUCK...Something has to change..

I had left Sweets room and stormed to mine then slammed the door. After 15 minutes I heard beating on it and  Sweets was on the other side yelling my name! That’s all I needed. The other guest had already heard Rob and I have a fight and now I had Sweets at my door yelling like a CRAZY WOMAN! I didn’t want to but I opened the door.

“WHAT!” I yelled as she jumped back alittle.

“DON’T YOU FUCKIN YELL AT ME!YOU'RE GONNA TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE TALKIN BOUT YOU HIGH YELLA MUTHAFUCKA OR I'M GONNA BEAT YO ASS…ON MY LIFE!” She yelled right in my face with eyes so dark and she had no fear making me gasp!