Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 54

"I wanna be a man about it....Even tho I know your heart says no...Girl I'm no good without ya...Let me wrap my heart around ya...Cause you're my baby girl put your bags on the floor..."

(Chris POV)

It blew my mind when Sweets said "She said to tell you she loves you too Daddy..." I just sat there...I didn't ask her what she meant...I just sat there with my mouth open as she closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep. The whole time I had been watching over her while she was out of it for 2 days I had been talking to Cheyanne. I told her to watch over us and that I loved her so much. So when Sweets said that I couldn't help but tear up because My Baby was here and everything was gonna be ok.

FAST FORWARD

When Sweets got out of the hospital I went to LA to start rehearsals for my overseas leg of the UCP: EXCLUSIVE tour. Sweets decided that she was gonna go back to Atlanta so she could get some rest and I made sure of it this time! It was hard not having her around for the last month and a half tho but she needed to take time for herself cause all this constant touring and being on the go can take it's toll. I MISSED HER A LOT THO! I had never had ANYBODY that I hated being without so much. Well except Momma of course but I was excited because our birthday was in 2 days and she was coming to NY to celebrate it with me...I mean hell SHE HAD TO BE THERE! I was bout to be 19 and she was gonna be the big 21! I had planned to do it BIG for both of us. Yeah she was gonna have all the bottles she could pop! I had been making secret plans and well she thought we were gonna have a big CBE tour kick off and birthday party for me but nah I was gonna make it be just as much about her too.

LET ME EXPLAIN

Soooo....Yeah Rob and I have been working things out and well things have been going pretty well. I know I know...WHAT THE HELL? But truth is I love her a lot and I just feel like we can work past all the shit that happened and move forward. I mean I liked having her in my corner cause she just understood me and everything I had to deal with on the daily....I mean yea I was having fun doing what I loved but it was stressful too. You can't go certain places...Can't go hang out all the time...Can't say certain things...Can't just be yaself without a reporter or the Paps watching your every move! Gotta always be ON when sometimes you just don't fuckin feel like smiling and being nice! And don't get me started on the internet...Shit they think it's their right to weigh in on every fucking thing and just make shit up! So yeah Rob just got it. I mean when we were together we didn't give a fuck about the outside world we would make our own world and as long as she stayed chill like she promised...I felt like our world could last.

I hope...

I hadn't really...Ok ok I hadn't let Rob in on the surprise I had for Sweets because well I was trying to keep everything as chill as possible. Surprisingly Rob has been trying to be more open to how I feel about Sweets but I knew she'd get bothered if I was showing Sweets any special attention. Yeah she tried to play it off and be cordial about it but I knew that she still felt threatened by Sweets...Hey I couldn't help how I felt! I mean is it possible to be IN LOVE WITH TWO PEOPLE? I think so. The homies said I'm just infatuated with Rob and I'm really IN LOVE with Sweets but I really don't think that's true! I feel like I'm in love with them both just for different reasons because well my heart won't let either one go.

"So you ain't told Rob about Sweets being apart of the party?" Bow asked looking at me in shock sitting across from me as me, him, O, Aaron and Mijo ate.

"Nah...Hell nah she would flip." I admitted sitting back and rubbing my forehead.

"Uuuuh don't you think she gonna flip more when she see the party is for Sweets too?" O chimed in shaking his head.