Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 57

“I'm staring at the clock it’s a quarter to three…I’m tossing in my bed cause I just can’t sleep…Cause you're not here with me…”

(Sweet POV)

I did exactly as he said….I packed all my stuff up left the key at the front desk and flew back home to Atlanta. I was done with HIS games! I was gonna let him live his life and I was gonna start living mine…I finally didn’t care anymore. After a month of gettin the dance studio remodeled and choreographers in place I opened DANCE 1 STUDIOS. I had a big openin party for all 40 of my new students. I had a few of the local celebs come to surprise them. I was finally genuinely happy. After all the festivities died down the only nagging feeling was fighting my urge to call B and tell him all about it! I mean the kids went crazy when they found out I was his back up dancer and to my shock a lot of them knew me by name and face from his DVDs and shows! It made me happy that I had inspired some of them to dance as well as B. They begged for me to have him come dance and hang out but I told them his schedule was crazy busy and I would have to see. It actually made me sad a little because I probably could've called him and even if we weren’t on good terms he would've come because well he loves kids!

REFLECTING

Once the middle of July came I was ready to leave Atlanta. I guess I hadn’t been settled in one place in almost 3 years so I needed a faster pace…I was so used to touring that being home made me do what I didn’t want to do anymore and that was THINK ABOUT B! I mean I had went out on a lot of dates you know just some regular guys…Club promoters…A few rappers who were NOT FAMOUS and few athletes but none and I swear none were good for anything other than some drinks, a little conversation and maybe a good fuck if they were worthy then send them on! So yeah I have to admit my heart had become cold and well I had took on a guys mentality…Why invest your heart when you can get what you want with no strings attatched? Hey they do it to us every day so that was my mentality now…I was all bout having my own single fun damn what anybody thought about it!

I'M DOING ME

Of course my Mommi was livid cause she wanted me to settle down and start popping out babies…Preferably steal B back from Robyn and have them with him! HA! But OH HELL NO! I’m 21, single, financially stable and livin my life! The last thing I wanted was to be tied down to another relationship or have kids anytime soon! No I was gonna enjoy every miunte of my single life. Hell I even decide to start dating women! Yup I said it…I mean why not? It’s not like I should have to limit myself or that it was a secret anymore so shit I’m havin fun! After I had exhausted the club and party scene in Atlanta the next stop was MY SECOND HOME: LA!

LAX

When I got to LA it was all new. I had access to all the parties and clubs because everyone seemed to know I was connected to B. But I knew a lot of the circles that were around already because I went to school with most of them. After about 3 weeks I realized I was hooked cause I think I went out every single night some club was open and I came home blasted out my mind every night as well. I didn’t think it was an issue…I was just havin fun. If I wasn’t out with Mijo, Shad when he was in town, O, JD, Nina and Shaw it was Seiko and her crew! We had so much fun and everybody would just crash out at my place or one of theirs!

MOVING SO FAST

I had also did a few videos and was even looking into modeling and TV but what I really wanted to do was open up DANCE 1 STUDIOS: LA and style! I had become passionate about gettin my stylin company rolling because I loved fashion…and I was shocked when TIP, who was like my big brother, offered me my shot co-stylin his new movie TAKERS…So I jumped at the chance but unfortunately for me B was in the movie as well and every day on the set I was going to have to interact with him plus who would not be too far behind…Robyn. But I decided that that was gonna be my test for the tour…If I could tolerate seeing them in that type of environment I could make it through anything! It just seemed like bein in LA everything was at my fingertips and now with full access to my $7 million trust fund….Yeah I said 7 MILLIE BIIIIITCH! I could do whatever the fuck I wanted! It was crazy cause running into B and Rob in the VIP had become a regular occurance now that the TAKERS filming was about to start up. I found it funny cause I would have a whole section for me and my crew while they had their section. He would stare at me the whole time and I would laugh cause well HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN LOVE! What you watchin me for? She would be all over him and he would just let her as he would watch me and Sometimes I would dance with people on purpose just to see that fire pop up in his eyes as he clenched his jaw and not want talk to her or anybody for the rest of the night! HA! Petty I know but his focus she be on the new "Love of his life" right? She's the one that got the ROCK on her finger! So I would be having the time of my life dancing on the tables and popping my own damn bottles carefree! Now I could also tell it really pissed him off to see me with Seiko but I didn’t care because he could think what he wanted because it wasn't going to stop me. Yes Seiko and I had reconnected and it was definitely different officially being with a girl but at the same time I was comfortable because we knew each other.