Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 62

“How come the one you got ain't never the one you need…”

(Chris POV)

How can you love somebody so much and totally hate things about them? This is the question that kept bouncin around in my mind as I was on my flight back to VA from Barbados. I swear I was always able to figure shit out but this question I could not. Tryin to understand another person who clearly has underlying issues was almost impossible! I’m not perfect and never ever have I acted like I was cause I have made MAJOR mistakes…So I have never been one to judge a person without trying to deeply understand everything about them and where their coming from. But what do you do when you have dug so deep down and there is no happy ending in sight? How are you supposed to love this person the same way forever before you just give up? And that’s where I stood.

NOT SO HAPPY HOLIDAYS

There really isn’t much to say. I went to Barbados…At first we were having a blast…Met all her fam…Partied HARD! Made some love then BOOM! The morning I’m supposed to leave we get into this HUGE fight! Man I swear I was so mad I got out of the car and punched the fuckin window! I know I know…But it was the only thing I could think to do other than hit…I don’t even wanna say it. I mean why must you go on and on and on…dragging an argument out? Especially when it’s over something so petty! Man I hate arguing I really fuckin do because it's draining for me. I’d much rather be laughing and joking around than dealing with confrontation ALL THE DAMN TIME! I mean why can’t you JUST BE HAPPY? I wanted to call Sweets and tell her all about it but I was tired of burdening her with my drama. Hell I hadn’t told anybody what was REALLY going down with me and Rob again because well I was tired of everybody asking me why I was with her then? So I just kept it to myself...Put on a good face and made it seem like we were the happiest couple ever! But I’m telling you the shit was really building up and I was really starting to worry about myself.

SURPRISE!

I was only home for a few days before Bow & O wanted me to come to Atlanta to perform with them….I didn’t have anything planned right at the moment so I got on a flight out there. Before I left I debated on whether I should let Sweets know I was on my way or if I should just surprise her…So I decided to just surprise her. I hadn’t seen her new house yet and plus I wanted to surpise her kids from the dance studio so I told Bow big mouth ass not to tell her because he said they had been chilling with her and they were planning on having an after-afterparty at her place so that would be perfect. Trying to get Bow to keep anything a secret especially if he got some liq in him was damn near impossible so she probably would know by the time I touched down! I also sent for Mijo and My My because I wanted to see my nephew! Plus I knew that would put a smile on her face since she was planning on going to see them anyway. I took Aaron and Pat with me because I planned on staying for at least a week if possible.

Here we go...

When I got to the airport of course my phone was being flooded with calls and texts...I wasn’t gonna bother but of course I did and you know who they were from. I tried not to look crazy arguing on the phone in the middle of the airport with paps all around snapping pics but of course you think Rob cared? I swear I hated this shit…It took me from the ride from the airport to the venue to get her CRAZY ASS to calm the fuck down! I'm just so tired of her bein paranoid or just having mood swings period. I knew she missed me but this was definitely NOT THE WAY TO SHOW IT! If anything it just pushed me further away. Once I got her out my ear I was definitely ready to let loose…Rock this show and PARTY!

ROCKED THAT

“Aye my nigga did you see that crowd tho? They was feelin it!” Bow said as we pullin up to club.