Insucured With Scars

Pain ain't beauty girls!

I give it my best, I tried to fit in, tried to be pretty, but I never could do it.

I plucked my eyebrows, poked myself in the eye with a mascara brush, burned my ear with a hair straightener, and still managed to look like horse shit.

But my family says I look great, everyone at school says I'm still weird. Honestly I wished I was just pretty! - Why should I try to be like the rest of them, when there's so much more with in?

There's only one me, i gotta rock what I got, it's what I'm trying to do. Sassay the school grounds! "Wow oh oh oh oh wow!"

Anytime I feel ugly I remind myself I'm not! Its true I'm a pretty, hot, cute, smexy beast!

I get in my room, I fall apart, beauty isnt breaking my heart. Its myself, how harsh I am because of society - teenage girls mostly. Honesty I wish I had the good looks like the popular kids!

I gotta keep my head up in the air, show everyone I'm me though, and I'm beautifully weird in my own way! Its what i gotta, "wow, oh oh oh, wow!" - They'll see how golden I am eventually if my family has.

I remind myself: anytime I feel ugly I remind myself I'm not! Its true I'm a pretty, hot, cute, smexy beast!

I grab my round, freckled face with pimples in my bedroom mirror, and whisper to my reflection, "I'm already beautiful, no need for pain."

So I keep my head up high, dust off my shoulders. Its alright, no its not over. I wipe my tears away, then I realise this. I believe, now I see it, in the middle of the night.

I really am gorgeous!

It ain't the first time I've felt like this, it ain't the last time either. But now I know one true glorious thing...pain ain't beauty.

Everyone says that to be beautiful you go through pain, physical ones at least by what they're getting at. The dirtiest darkest lie though, its not true!

Believe it right now, because it's true! There's a part of each and every one of us, that is like no one else's. It sounds fake and cliche, but even though it sounds like that, your wrong!

I am more selfless than I believe, and my true friends can see that...even though I used to believe that I was ugly for being the slightest bit selfish. My ability is untameable and beautiful in its own light. I didn't go through pain for it either. Neither should any of you's!

Whatever your type of beauty is it is like no one else's because of how you do things, and that beauty comes without pain!

If my friend n I can get five votes, we'll update weekly for our small anonymous group of insecure people - and comment on your own experiences.

The insecure girl