The feelings he never knew...

Introduction....

In everybody's life there are many experiences. One of them is 'love'. Love, the word to which by hearing only a feeling of attraction and care comes to our mind at first sight. "First love" another bestest feeling in the world. First love is very special in everybody's life. Well my first love was dazzling yet aching. Every time I go back to those memories, my eyes get watered and I feel like I could have done so much better. My story began two years ago, when I was only twelve. I was new to the world of love or I was not born in the world of Love. I always used to think that whatever the films or serials show about true love is wrong, that in real life true love is not found and the one who did true love nobody cares for his or her feelings. But I didn't know at that time that I was absolutely wrong, heartbreak exists in this world. I realised it when I expressed my feelings to a boy. It was a Saturday when I proposed him. I feel lost, confused. I was heartbroken. The boy I always wanted has came in my life and I got to know him. At that time he got a girlfriend. I waited! I was his friend. We were actually very great friends. Then his girlfriend shifted to a new city and left him. I wanted to ask him out at that moment, however I knew he wants time to rest. Thus I didn't ask him. I waited for weeks, months. Then finally I proposed him. His eyes make my heart skip a beat for I had never seen anything so breathtaking. The first moment when I saw him in class 6 is still engraved in my mind. His name is still carved in my heart. My love for him was like the waves in the sea, which never ends. It took a year for me to talk to him. We became friends. But nothing more, nothing that I wanted. He was my world and he didn't even know it.