I want to die

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It's exactly 12:18 midnight when I started typing the first sentence of this story. 12:18, we just finished watching a horror story about a demonic child who comes out to be a false effin prophet. And there you go, I want to die. Not because the movie is scary (actually I find it funny thinking how can a child spit shit out of her mouth)

It's because my mom want me to die. All I want is to make her happy and I know she'll be in a great relief when I die. 

First idea, I will find that girl from the movie. Offer my soul to her and praise Satan.


No way!

She's so gross! I can't imagine myself drinking her liquid bitches! BTW the movie is called "Seklusyon" .You better check it out. It's a good movie. 


So nahh. I hate my fist idea. Moving on, what if I just bump myself somewhere and let all my nerves splatter. 

GROSS ALERT!

What I want if I die is to DIE BEAUTIFOOOOOL!!

I don't like to look like a squashed banana inside my coffin! 

"BROOOOOOOOOOOM!" That's my dad's tractor. Yea he's home. Another suicide supporter of me! Don't worry mom and dad. I'll die sooner! (insert applause here) 

For me,dying is not really a thing. I die everyday. And the reason why you are reading this, is because you need someone you can relate. That's mehhh! We all die everyday. World is our torment. Hell don't exist but world does. 

My name is Shane. 14 years old from the Philippines. Willing to die and never marry. 

I just want to die and live happily ever after with God. Banal ko kasi e. hihihihi


A/N: and there you go! BTW Shane is a girl who love Doritos and hate baths. And kamsa to unnie who made this dramatic cover. I love it so much~~

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