every december
the feeling returns
the feeling of loneliness
nothingness
emptiness
every december
the memories come back
reminding me of every word you said
i think of you and it saddens me
you'll always live inside my head
every december
i get reminded just how you treated us
how you up and left me
like it was nothing
you were my everything
now every december
from now on
i'll erase your name from my mind
abusing substances
don't you mind?
- j.e
