I survived high school writing my thoughts and emotions down,
reading romantic stories that I can never imagine would happen to me.
It was just fictional stories that I fantasize about,
the romantic novels I read, the k-dramas and movies I watch that I truly admire.
It felt like heaven to be the leading lady in every romantic stories I know, and I always dreamed that one day it could happen to me.
But I didn't really imagined that it can soon turn into reality. My dreams, the things i can only watch and read are now happening to me.
Years ago, I felt really insecure and ugly. I thought that no one will ever love me seriously, I felt like a wall flower. No matter how beautiful you are, if you're not the type of girl that boys like or want, then you'll always be a wallflower that will be waiting for someone to appreciate how uniquely beautiful you are.
Years ago, I just kept replaying the romantic kissing scenes on k-dramas. Can you imagine how unexpected the kissing scenes are in W Two Worlds and how excitingly sweet are the passionate kisses in Another Miss Oh? Those are just few of the bests, but I didn't imagine that mine would be something as unexpected and passionate like theirs.
It's like heaven falling in love, it's the things that you can never imagine slowly coming true to life. The sweet things the we see, the boyfriend and relationship goals on instagram, the dates, surprises and serenades, and of course the care and love of a boyfriend that will always be there for you to support you and be your shoulder to cry on. It's all the sweetest things the you can ever imagine but also....
the hardest obstacle in life that you can experience and the most hurtful of all.
Depending on the situation, depending on the problem that you will both face and how you handle it, depending on the love that you gave.
No one knows what will happen next, but all that you need to do is trust the process. If it is the right person and the right time then nothing can really seperate you apart.
From hopeless romantic,
to infatuated,
to in love,
to falling deeply in love
and always falling deeper in love
and to being apart?
or being together till the end of time??
Love conquers all... hear my story.
