Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [Book 2]

◆ Fourteen ◆

This night is over.
I swiped my tears as they left the room tapping my shoulder.

"Everything will be fine, hyung. We know that youn knwo what you should do to comfort her."
Jungkook cheered up.

"You're Taehyung, you don't give up on things easily, right? Yo said that she should fight by your side but this time, you should fight and hold her feelings. Don't let it go just because of the past. She'll understand."
Jin tapped my shoulder.

While the Jennie's members, they just truend their backs and walked away.

I looked at them and stared for seconds...

"They are just concerned about Jennie. Like how we are caring for you. We should understand that. They really love her."
Jimin commented watching the girls to walk to Chaeyoumg's and Jimin's room.

I nod and let out a smile to show that I'm thankful for having them as my friends.

We are all men, but things like these should be appreciated so they hugged me.

After those moments, let's turn back to the devastating thing.

Jennie was quietly sleeping at her bed.
I sat on the carpet beside her bed and watched her.

"I'm the one who made her suffer."

"I'm the one, right?

Yes, I fought for her love. I fought Eun Woo, I got tortured and I was rejected by her parents at the first place yet...I din'r rhought that she's suffering more than mine.

They are right, she's believing on all of our lies, it is suffering already...knowing lies and not the truth. Being out of place simce she can't remember eveything. Finding out every pain in the past as memoroes will flash on her mind.

She's literally in pain I just added myself on her problems. I'm such a stupid person.

Right?
I'm noy worthy to have her...right?"

I held her hand....
But as I did...
My hand pulled itself and my mind told me...

"You should apologize for the past first before touching her again."

I nod on my own and commanded myself.

I watched her sleeping and I didn't get bored even though hours have passed already.

Looking at her cute yet sexy face was satisfying me already...

That's why I shouldn't have done that before...

"Mianhe."

- Jin

"They must find it hard but it shouldn't cut everything, right?"
Jimin opinionated.

"They shouldn't. It's hyung's fault but Jennie noona will understand."
Jungkook concluded.

"They are too affevted by the past and that's not good."
I sighed and lied on my bed.

- Jisoo

"We can blame Taehyung, right? Because he it was really his fault."
Chaeyoung sarcastically asked and concluded.

"Yeah, but a 5% of me was guilty for talking harsh earlier."
Lisa acted loke she's concern with Taehyung.

"Should we think of that? When Jennie's dying on remembering everything while believing on every lies she was recieving?"
Sarcastically, I asked.

"Eonnie, you don't consider everyone right now except Jennie eonnie."
Confusedly, Lisa spoke with questioning tone.

"Why should I consider insconsiderate people? Beside, I'm mad that Jennie's drunk."
I answered.

"Let's sleep, we have a party to fix tomorrow."
I suggested and they both nodded.

"A party with those snakes."
Chaeyoung suddenly spoke as she was about to leave the room.

We all chuckled after.

- Taehyung

I'm still watching her...
Without touching her...
But I can feel the happiness while staring at her perfect shaped face.

I have done many things...
Good and bad things...yet...
She still accepts me, no matter what.
Even though I cheated while courting her back in our trainee days, she still answered yes.

She fought her parents to protect me.
She ease the pain of being locked just because I love her. She didn't complain if I can't give her everything. She accepts the whole me, the poor me. She shows love despite of my imperfections and failures.

"I should cherish a woman like you.

A woman that accepts me even though I'm full of disappoinments for you.

Like you that loves me for everything...

I should take care of you.
Someone like you is very limited.
You deserve someone better than me yet you chose me.

I'm really sorry for giving you problems...
For hurting you...
For doing things that made you like this.

I'm sorry, Jennie...
Jeongmal mianhe."