The Other Me(CAUSE THIS MOMENT SIMPLY IS.....TATTOOS)

'We will find away  through the dark' The only words that i would remember. You know nobody is there to understand how you feel or any shit like thay. I am a living example. The name is Tamara Evans. I lkve in London, well actuall i just moved here alone. I couldnt take living with my abusive parents. They wouldnt even feed me nor even notice if I was alive. I habe been hit, slapped, kicked, burned and even sexually abused. So I ran away. Its not that I had any friends back home. Most would be bully , I was all alone in the dark. My boyfriend  tried to use me one night, but I was smarter enough than to let him. So what I did , one night I took my 2 shirts and a pair of jeans  bolted out the house like there was no tomoerrow. I still remember what happened.'Daddy! No! Stop! please I didnt know what happened.' 'You lieing slut. Who teached you to lie, huh? I raised you for nothing! Go to hell you whore!' He took a long whip and started hitting me. 'No stop please! AH!!! Daddy no!'

Fuck you dad! I wished he could see me showing my midle fingers at him.

I live in a small apartment alone. It wasnt much but was comfortable. I am new here so, yeah first day of school is known to suck. I got up of my bed and "Shit!" I hit my head on the edge of the table. Damn, I was clumsy. I stepped into the shower. "Ahh.." I loved the feeling of the lukewarm water running on my skin. Suddenly I felt this sharp pain on my wrist. If you think that I cut myself, think again. The ciggarate burn on my wrist really hurt like a bitch. I shrugged that shitty feeling off and sang my favourite song. "Dumb ways to die, so many dumb ways to die. Dumb ways to die-ie-ie, so many dumb ways to die" Yeah so what I liks that song. This bitch aint no typical bitch. Yet, I still cant believe that it was a Metro ad. I slipped on my KEEP CALM AND PUKE RAINBOWS and my Ugg boots. Yes I have a curvy body but I dont give a shit about that. Now of to school I go.

"Hey, you must be the new girl. My name is Trisha and I am awesome. Whats ur name?"

"Oh its Tamara Evans" I have a good feeling that we would be good friends.

"Ah.. can I call you T?"

"Fuck yes!"I replied."Okay lets get you to class."

I have a bad churning feeling in my stomach.