My Diary Of Sorts

Boys

Hey guys, I'm back! You would not believe what happened to me yesterday. Even I can't believe what happened yesterday.

So, I was walking to my class, and this one guy popped up in front of me, and was all like, "What's up?" And since I'm a smartass, I responded with, "The sky." And he laughed saying he knew there was a reason he liked me, which kind of took me off guard. Then he gave me his number and told me to text him sometime, then left.

I have yet to text him.

I mean, what if it's some stupid prank? There's nothing special or likeable about me. I have curly, raven black hair that's always a jumble of snarls and rat's nests. I have glasses, which make me look nerdy and awkward. To be honest, I am nerdy and awkward. I have no social skills whatsoever. My hazelnut brown eyes are always hidden by my bangs and my glasses, so no one actually KNOWS what color my eyes are except me. And now you guys, I suppose. Not to mention, I'm probably the most unpopular person in school. No one knows I exist. I doubt the teachers even know who I am.

I want to know if you guys think I should text him back. I'm kind of scared. Which, I should probably tell you a little about the guy.

His name is Cayden. He's one of those really popular, yet really nice guys, who hang out with douche bags, but he isn't a douche himself. He has spiky, ebony black hair, and baby blue eyes. I'm not particularly into him, but I don't want to just blow him off either. You know what I mean? Like, if a guy gives you his number and tells you to text him, you should text him back, but I'm scared that he and his friends are just making fun of me. So the question remains: Do I text him or not?

Argh, I'm not good at this. I need help. Lilly, I'm looking at you.

On a better note, I'm going to publish the first chapter of the one-shot book right after this. HELLO, SUCCESS!!!!! Anyways, that's all. See ya!