When I was younger I could see things that no one could see, like a relative that past away or see someone who is not there. Yet I don't remember all of this but my family has told me about it all, So that made me the weirdo out of the family, the black sheep, the odd ball, the list goes on. I know I got this from my dad side of the family, they could tell you all kinds of ghost stories and once you come back they will have a new one for you.
So to sum it up, I am the rare percent of people who are born with this gift while others get it by a near death experience. Yeah I know its hard to believe that some one could be like this and I know some people will say that I am faking it, I wont blame you honestly, I would think The same way. I Do see spirits, mostly see shadow people, now I know People are going to say: "Dont trust them!", "They are dangerous!", "They could hurt you!". And to that I say: I can handle them, they dont hurt me.
My big sister said I'm fearless but really I'm just use to it, like if I see something moving I'll just be like; " Cant you stop moving things please! Like I just finished cleaning!". If you cant tell i don't really care, i live with spirits 24/7 and let me tell you. They are smooth talkers to be honest they are better flirts than any other people I met that try to flirt with me. They are charming Fuckers that's for sure, take my word for it, they will look at you and think you are beautiful/hansom just the way you are...well some of them, others are kinda Dickish sometimes.
And when I mean Dickish I mean they can be HUGE DICKS if you piss them off, so don't be those idiots that yell at them unless you want a pissed off spirit in your house. It makes me mad sometimes when people do that because you don't know if they suffered from or happened to them, its better to be nice than yell at them for no reason. Just like a snake: they are more afraid of you than you are of them. so remember this tip: DON'T BE A DICK BECAUSE THEY WILL BE A DICK TO YOU!
Ok now that was talked about, now to the next thing: I hate when people ask me if there is a ghost near them when i tell them i can see spirits or ask why they are attached to them. Like HOW the fuck should i know! All i know is that they are there and they like you for some reason that's it! It gets really stupid sometimes because some really don't think i can see or talk to spirits and call me a fake, to those fuckers i say this: at least i know how to hold my tong in front of you.
You don't understand how hard it is when people tell me that and i try hard to be VERY nice to them with a big smile while showing them respect, but in the end you just have to except the fact that some people don't believe. I cant change their mind nor make them listen to when they don't want to , i'm not going to force feed them facts nor information about this stuff when is going to go through the other side of their ears. Its not worth it if you ask me , just a waste of air and time.
At least the dead are nice to me, once you get to know them, you find out how much of a sweet heart they are! The spirits i meet have different personality and are one of a kind, sometimes they are shy , some are bold , the list goes on! they are just like people, they like what we like or act the way we would do. Just because they are dead doesn't mean you should treat them like a different kind of race , treat them like you would like every one else.
Don't make them feel like they are dead because sometimes they don't like to be reminded they are dead in the first place, but then again not all of them are the same. Some of them like to make jokes about them being dead or make puns about it and they get a kick out of it. Spirits are the life of the party, they really are. they remind use that life is too short but even in death they can still have a good time with the living and dead, it beautiful really.
They love and cry like us, they get mad over little things like us, Hell they can have the worst taste in jokes like us. But it never gets them down, they maybe dead but they act like the living . they make me smile and laugh...I'm honestly glad that i can see both living and the dead, i see both worlds in different ways.
I don't think i would be me if i didn't see both of them, to them i'm super nice and understanding. some of them killed but wanted to be forgiven for what they done and i give it to them, i give them a second chance unlike others who would look down to them. Then again my friends say i'm too nice for my own good and need to get a back bone, but the spirits don't seem to mind my kindness.
sometimes when i be kind to them it is the first time any one has ever done that to them and become better from what they where. some of them look at us as monsters but i think its just because they don't understand what we do during these times, but hey that's life. we see things in different ways, so do they, that what makes it so beautiful. you start understanding things more and more, you learn so much just by looking and listening. its amazing if you ask me.
whelp there goes my first chapter of this, if you like this book don't be afraid to leave a comment and tell me what you what i should talk about next!
see y'all later,
Love Mercedes...
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Life As A Psychic
Non-FictionWhen I was born I could feel, sense, hear, and see things. I was different form my family, my siblings could tell but my parents. So keep an opened mind and understand that this is the way I live and is my life.
