"...The words of a written love... ♥" - Niall Horan

True love? I dont think so. Chapter 1

I can’t stand her honestly I can’t. She walks around here like she’s such a boss when all she is a ‘fame digger’ I wish he saw it like I do. “Maybe you should stop starring into space and start doing your job!” “I’m sorry Ms. Ella” “You good for nothing-“ I over hear Ella yelling at the poor maid and I can’t just sit here and hear her I get up and walk over to her “well nobody’s perfect and it’s not like it’s the end of the world because you didn’t get your precious little way well guess what? You’re not part of one direction or the company so stop being such a brat and consider others feelings for once” she hates me so much because I’m the only one that’s not scared to stand up to her and it feels good to put her in her place once in a while “well maybe she should just do her job” “well maybe you should just stop being so annoying, and then maybe this poor woman could so much better” she just stares at me and I stare back with my arms crossed this time “what and ever” and just like that she walks away “you okay?” I ask the poor woman shaking “yes, thank you for standing up for me but you don’t have to honestly miss” “No I want to; she shouldnt talk like that to anyone!” “Who shouldn’t talk like that to anyone?” Niall and the boys walk in from rehearsal, I cross my arms and stare at him “who do you think?” “Shit man. She’s just been going through a lot lately that’s all” “yeah okay man your dating Godzilla!” says Zayn and the rest of the boys laugh “shut up guys leave him alone” Liam says and pats him on the back “but dude honestly if she’s really worth all this bullshit then go for it” “Thanks man” Liam looks at me with his ‘I’m sorry’ look because he knows exactly how I feel towards everything. I just shrug my shoulders back as a response and soon he clears the room and only me and niall are left and were sitting on the couch and he looks at me “Briana What do you think, honestly?” he’s always considered me like a best friend but I guess he can’t see I see him as something more. I tell him the truth that’s all I could ever tell him “If you think she’s worth it, then go for it” he looks at me “yeah right” “what?” “You hate her guts!” I look down at my feet and back his eyes again “you can be honest with me you know?” he says to me “I know it’s just I’ve never been completely honest with you...” “What do you mean?” I take a deep breath I’ve been waiting years to finally tell him this “The reason why I hate her guts is because instead of making you smile with your eyes like I’ve seen you do before and make you happy, keep you entertained and funny like the niall I know, she drains the life out of you, you barely smile with your eyes anymore and you spend more time fighting then laughing with her. And I just don’t want to see you like this anymore” he waits a few seconds before speaking up and I thought I had upset him so as I start to get up to leave he starts talking again so I stop “…You know I don’t even like her, like I used to & to be honest I’m kind of glad I met her because she pushed me towards someone else, someone better and..” before he finished his sentence I couldn’t hold it anymore and I ran out of the room and I hear him following me “why did you run?” and I start crying now “because! I love you, I’ve loved you for years now and it feels like you can’t ever see me as anything more than a friend” he laughs, and now I’m confused “you didn’t let me finish my sentence!” I wipe my tears “what were you planning to say?” “And that someone is you! He wiped my tears for me and he’s now looking directly at me with his icy blue with a hint of grass green soft beautiful eyes and I kiss him I couldn’t sustain myself but he kisses me back even more passionately and he keeps his hands in my fingers as they intertwine and we stop “No this is wrong. Your still with Ella” “Not for long” he gives me one of his cute smirks and runs off, oh dear lord what have I started.