Do You Even Care?: xx_bandstrong_xx

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Do You Even Care?: xx_bandstrong_xx

You built me up

You said you cared

You said you loved me

And I believed you

Am I really that naive? 

Thinking that you

actually cared 

about me 

Just like everyone else

Am I just a joke?

Does it even bother 

you at all that

I cried because of you.

I cut because of you.

I took pills just so I 

could fall asleep and 

escape my thoughts

You were everywhere

I couldn't drive you 

out.

I tried harder.

I cut deeper.

Your painful words

repeated over

and over in my

head.

"Worthless"

"Freak"

"Cutter"

"Attention-seeker"

Suddenly

your voice

was screaming 

to me in my head

daring me to do it

With chapped lips

red eyes

wet cheeks

I picked it up

placed it to 

my temple

Your words 

became louder

until I couldn't

stand it anymore,

I pulled the trigger

You found me

laying on the 

ground, with a 

smile.

Is this what you 

wanted?

Are you happy

now?

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