Secret Fan ( Jimin x reader Ff)

Myself

Hello! I am a kpop idol under the ‘BI’ entertainment. I am twenty years old. My real name is Lin Lin. I am a Myanmar citizen and LinLin was my name till I came here, Korea, to come true my dream. I didn’t have any dream or goals or ambition when I was in primary and middle school. I didn’t know what I want to be in my life and my family especially my Mom wants me to be a doctor. Doctors are popular at that time. People said if you are not a doctor, you are nothing. So till I was thirteen years old, my aim was to be a doctor. Then I realized that that not what I want. I don’t want to live while doing things which I don’t enjoy even if it’s the best thing ever. We can’t be controlled our life by the others because it’s our life. We should do the things which make us happy in our life while living right?.

I found that I love dancing and singing. You won’t believe if I say I solve the math problems while plugging earphones in my ears. I even got scold by my aunt because I didn’t concentrate on the lesson. But the truth is if I listen to the music, I don’t feel sleepy at all. When I was on the tenth standard in highschool, I listened to the songs and sang along with it while I was working on the problems. But I didn’t do it when I study.

  So after I finished the highschool, I took the dance class. That time I was sixteen years old. In that year I became an ARMY. ARMY is the name of the fandom of BTS, Beyond The Scene, the Kpop boy band. I really wanted to meet them alive. This made me so much courage to go to the Korea alone and make my dream comes true.  I really admire and love them so much. I was always lost in thoughts, thinking that I and BTS are standing on the stage together, singing together, dancing together, laughing together, happy together. I also cried a lot thinking that it will never happen to me. But now I made it. When I was a trainee, I was attacked by many people saying that I am not qualified to be an idol. Since I am not a Korean but Myanmar, they thought a lot if people will accept me or not. Some staffs of the BI against me to debut. Also that time I mean at the beginning I reached the Korea, I can’t speak any of Korean words except annyeonhaseyo and saranghae haaha. Tho I can speak English well, it was so hard for me to communicate with others. Also I was that kind of person who is afraid to make the first move. I got shy so easily. I think these facts make me suffer and through so many hardships. But my members took care of me so much. They taught me how to speak Korean language. They were the one who made the first move and approved me and welcomed me warmly. Since I am the maknae (the youngest) among them, they gave me their love and care….at least I think..? hee

Now I can speak Korean really well thank to my members. And the CEO decided to debut me as a member of a Kpop girl group named ‘LUV’. There are five members in that group. The leader, Rahee and the others are RaeKi, Jaeon and Jay. Another one is of course Me, HyeJin, Park HyeJin. Members gave me that name and I love it. I am very proud of being one team with these members. Now I become an idol which I dreamt of every single day. A lot of people accept our group. But I didn’t expect that we will become famous that quickly. We got a lot of love since the first MV. I am very thankful and appreciate to who love us.