I was once so happy, I once was so bright.
Now my heart is breaking and my skin is turning white.
I don't go outside my bedroom, for fear of fighting Him.
My heart is turning black again and the fear is sinking in..
I don't want to be numb again, I've finally made friends...
I've lost all religion, but I needed a way to cleanse
So I took a knife and cut my skin
Taking in the peace again
Wearin black to hide my scarrs, caused by a hard life...
I etched the pain into my skin with a razor and a knife.
I once had passion, and now I have hate
I had a chance to wipe my slate
but the weight of it all,
caused me to fall
and the past came rushing back in.
