I Am Not A Feminist I Am Just A Teenager (On Hold)

9.One question

I thought that everything would go in a great kinda manner.

I thought i could have a low status.

I thought i could see my Edward Cullen.

And the worst thing happened was, I fucked. No not that sorta fuck, it's kinda ending up in a very bad manner.

Alice my SO called friend didn't enlighten me about the fucking rules that she gave me. She dropped me to the school and then we walked to the office room to collect some kind of timetable and shits .she practically dragged me to the girls washroom and said "stay alive and remember the rules " with that he started to do some touchups. And me? Well I just practically stood their awkwardly.

The first period was English . Yeah she gave the directions. The classroom or more like homeroom was really big. If you want me to enlighten it then yep it's kinda that big that I can place five elephants in there.

I sat on the last seat which was the only seat that I saw. Everyone's eyes were on me, yep even the plastic's.  Yep i too thoght the same that whether that place was already named by some bad boy. Turns out nope it wasnt .

I hope those plastics won't try to any sorta things towards me.

Let's just say I kinda have anger issues.

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I somehow ended up living till the third period and soon the lunch break came. I dashed towards the cafeteria.

I took the help of a map which was given by the office staff saying "you will need it child". Maybe I needed it but the most thing that I wanted from that office staff  or more like that lady was to call my name in the correct way. I mean look ,what if someone say rest-aarent instead of rest-rent , what would you feel, okay I am also not good in phonetics and pronouncing words  but still I felt kinda awkward  when she said Naya instead of Nair(the 'r' is not fucking silent). I mean she didn't pronounced it correctly .

Good thing that she doesn't know Malayalam. If she knew that then she would porpously call me a dog, Well these are not my words Alice's actually. Well naya means 'dog' by the way.

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Seeing Alice in the cafeteria I kinda felt relief. I mean I have never liked attention . Being centre of attention is some kinda awkward for me.

"Girl " said none other than the squeaky girl Alice. She is always this chirpy that makes me feel weird. I don't know why I feel that anyway.

"Heyya Alice" she smiled and then said in a low and serious voice"So tell me about your first three periods."

"I didn't do anything bad yet" she raised an eyebrow.

" yet?".

"Yeah, yet?" Well what can i say Alice, I am not this silent kinda girl, I am more like a bad girl type. Of course I didn't said that to her. I just didn't felt the need to. I came here to have a new life. I came here to make friends. I came here to breathe not to have fucking rules that could turn my head low.

And then I asked the main question that was making me crazy.

"Where is the 'them' that you have told me?"