I Am Not A Feminist I Am Just A Teenager (On Hold)

12.Day dream

I felt little weird towards Alice after her confession about the lesbian thing. I mean I felt confused again. I support her , it's her choice to be what she wants and all but why does she told me that? I mean she could think that I would be some kinda bitch or something. I really didnt knew what to do after that.

The morning was as usual, getting up from the room and me who hates to take shower in the morning, just go to the bathroom and does the morning business ( which doesnot include bathing by the way) and comes back dressed with a black loosy top and a dark blue  ripped geans which i love the most and that's it , oh forgot about the hair part , I just tie them all with a small band and that's it, I am finished.

This time i was the one who buttered the bread and made tea for both me and Alice.

I saw her coming up from her bedroom . She smiled at me and said" goodmorning girly"

"You too " I said with a small smile.

Thinks have got little good I think. When she told me about her thing as I promised to myself, I told the encounter with the Devil. She laughed at it. I dunno why she laughed but still that happen end anyway.

" I heard that one of his friend is hospitalized " she said . " oh and I am really sorry about the surprise that I wanted to give you".

" what surprise? "

"You forgot ? Oh ofcourse you would. Anyway I was planning to take you to my brother's place. "

"Are you and your brother planning a murder and don't tell me that I am the victim" I said more in frustrated way. I mean, I really don't want to meet her brother and all. I have already a lot of drama and awkwardness filled in my stupid life and I really don't appreciate in making it a huge fucking solar system.

She just rolled her eyes and said " I just wanted to make you fit and clean that's all."

"So for that , where are you planning to throw me? "

She smiled and said " gym".

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I really don't appreciate it. I mean the gym. I really hate exercising and by exercising , I have to do a hell of job, I mean I have to take lots and lots of dumbles and blahhblahh shits and let's not forget that I am fuckingn lazy to do that.

Ofcourse we had an argument, and by we I mean me and Alice.  She even said I am too skinny and I need to gain weight and need to get exercised and all shits.

I thought going to gym would make you slim. I am already skinny and I really wasn't planning on being a skeleton.

When I reached my English class the bell rang. Is he going to give detention card or something. Back in India , by India I meant Kerala, we never had any detention card or shits like that. We just had a late arrival record. But this is too boaring, I really don't want to stay after school for another one hour.

The teacher didnt said anything , so i took it as my cue to get inside the class. I took the back seat as usual and tried to listen to what Mr.Han was saying.

Keyword :tried

My mind was thinking about the Devil. When I said about the encounter with the devil to Alice I had asked her to guess who it would be, but she just got confused saying she don't know .

And also she mentioned about his friend being hospitalized.  I wonder what happened to him. Can they be some kind of gangsters or something. Well that would be cool. Or more like have a bad past and all.

Anyway I didn't saw Devil today. Moving on,

Like in most of teen's life ,when the girl daydreams about the boy, who just happens to be in her classroom and he would just dash from the door and make his way to the girl and say"this is my seat that you are sitting. Get your pretty little ass out from my seat" and he would somehow get his seat back and the girl just gets annoyed and shits and shits and shits happens. And later we would get to know that the nerdy girl ended up in love with the bad boy who is egotistical, culture less monster and also a so called ass hole. Why won't this happen in real life, not in just some kind of films.

No i am not desperate to love or something but I just want to see a real love or more like a drama?Well life is boaring without drama and shits. So hell ya,  I would like to see it. I really don't want to experience them physically, mentally and emotionally. Just wanted to see how things work. Maybe because of curiosity?