You never thought life would be so hard
This place you call home but yet you still feel so alone
You tell yourself day after day nobody wants you and nobody needs you
And that if you left no one would care and no one would even know...
You plan everything out every second of it so that nothing can go wrong
So nothing will be able to change your mind
You think about all the terrible memories you have in this world and you know for sure
That this is the right thing to do "I'll take my life cause nobody cares, nobody wants me, I'm all alone, no one will even notice I'm gone... " you say to yourself
You get ready to take your life
you have 5 minutes left.
You sit down and just stare at nothing, you think about nothing... Only hearing the loud roar of thunder and the rain hitting the house.
You grab the gun beside you and jus sit there again... 2 minutes... But now it's different your holding the gun in your hand and begin to lay back on your bed
You close your eyes and begin to cry... Your hoping that someone would walk in and change your mind and save you from what your about to do
You wait and wait... 1 minute left... You take the gun and put it to your head beginning to cry even harder. You open you eyes one last time before you were gone forever. Quickly closing them back, you put your finger on the trigger... 30 seconds left... You scream and hope one last time " please somebody don't let me do this, save me and tell me this is the wrong thing to do.. Please."
... No one
You laying there with the gun to your head
You figured you would wait a couple more minutes since you knew for sure no one was coming
You laid there with your eyes still closed and you got this strange feeling someone was there with you but you just ignored it
You heard a car door close but that's impossible your parents wouldn't be back till tomorrow
But just in case you wanted to go and check
You opened your eyes and put the gun down and walked over to the window
...No one
You went back to your bed and began to cry again you knew now it was time
For sure no one was coming
You picked up the gun, laid down, and closed your eyes
You put the gun to your head... And pull the trigger
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