Ok
Here is how my life got turned upside down
Well....first of all.my mum..she does allot of drugs. And..yeah then that goes into mentall abuse...then phisical abuse. And...yeah so at3 months...(when is was only 3 months as a human being..sorta) i get taken away from my hometown.and yeah. I almost got put into a foster home..etc so now im 12!!! Yeah ;-; only in middle school ;-; sheet. And so..i get depressed over tome cause my brother ended up like my mum. He ran away, he does drugs, like herowin and hes only 13. Wich...is not very good for me. And so j have a little sister. He names natty and shes 6. If u have a tounger sibling thats like 5 or 6 maby even 7. That acts like everything is a big deal. When you take the last brownie and all that crazy shit. But anyway. Im really scared that shes gonna get infuenced by him. And yea. Now i have anxiety i wannastay in bed all day that crushing fear of something going wrong, or me being humiliated. I hate it. Its the worst..and so..i..started cutting when i was 9. Cause of all the syress and now ive been telling muselé it will get better for about 3 years now. And....things have gotten worse. Soo....h-yeah...thats me!!!
