Rickys p.o.v
*poke......poke......poke.poke.poke*
I grunted at the person poking me and swatted at their hand. Why wont they just go away its to early for this shit.
*Poke*
"What!?!?!?" I rolled over and buried my face in my pillow trying to ignore all the light.
"come on rick! Wake up its almost 1 in the afternoon." I groaned knowing if i didn't get up then chris would do more than just poke me. I shuddered at the memory.
"Fine." I sat up and rubbed my eyes. Chris just laughed a little before leaving the bunks. i looked around realizing it was only me in here. Well i thought it was me but that thought changed when i heard a sob come from lukas bunk.
"No!! P-please!! I-im s-sorry!!!!"
My eyes widened and i jumped out of my bunk and slid the curtain to his open. His back was to me but i could tell he was still asleep. He rolled over and i could see his eyes were shut tightly but still tears managed to pour out and down his face. I grabbed his arm gently and shook him.
"Luka? Come on wake up." I shook him a little harder and he jumped awake sitting up fast. He saw me and looked down. He looked so scared.
"You ok?" I wanted to reach out and wipe his tears away. I had to force myself not to. I pulled him into a hug. He instantly started to cry again and wrapped his arms around my back.
"Shh it'll be ok ." I rubbed small circles on his back. He shifted a little and i felt his hot breath hit my neck. I shivered a little and closed my eyes holding him tighter. He didn't seem to notice. We sat that way for a few moments before i felt his lips lightly brush against my neck and i struggled to hold in a moan.
He continues to kiss my neck. I didn't want him to stop. Wait. What am i thinking. This is Luka. He's a boy!! HE HAS A PENIS!!
I cant think about him like this. For one I'm straight and for two i just cant.
I grip his shoulders and push him away. I jumped out of his bed and ran out of the bus. I slammed the door shut behind me and pulled out a smoke lighting it and took a long drag. I sighed and readjusted my pants which happened to be a little tighter than normal.
i groaned and took another long drag. i cant believe that turned me on. I cant believe he was kissing my neck. Wait he was kissing my neck. My eyes widened. Was he gay? If i liked it did that make me gay? i crushed my cigarette and climbed back onto the bus and sat on the couch between chris and Balz.
A few minutes later Luka came out of the bunk area. I looked up and saw he still had silent tears flowing down his face. I ran my hand threw my hair and stood up. I walked up to him.
"Luka?" He looked at me and bit his lip. Oh god that was hot. WAIT NO BAD RICKY! You like girls. He cleared his throat and i realized i had just been standing there staring at his lips. I dont even remember what i was gonna say so i just said the first words to come to my brain.
"Im not gay. Don't do that again" i regretted the words instantly. He took a step back looked around and ran into the bathroom. I felt a hand clamp on my shoulder and looked back to see a very pissed off chris.
"We need to talk. Now rick!" shit. I lowered my head and nodded letting him drag me to the back of the bus shutting the door behind me.
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