Sex Life

First time

Never know what could happen at parties, we got speaking and next day we met up and went out for a bit round town just to get to know each other a little better and before anything happened he ended meeting my mum for the first tie which was very awkward especially when we don't know each other well enough and he just randomly comes home with me...

We settled in and put Netflix on and watched a few decent horrors before ordering food. It got darker and darker but we wasn't really keeping an eye on the time we ended up falling sleep and woke up at 2am. Tired asf we didn't want to risk driving anywhere so we agreed for him to stop over as long as he sleeps downstairs. The arrangements were settled and I came down with a blanket....

Even though I was suppose go bed straight away I felt bad for leaving him downstairs so I asked if he wanted sleep in the spare bed😉. It took 2 hours for him to agree after we ended up making out 💦and cuddling and then my mum coming downstairs realising we wasn't in bed 😂. In the end we went up and my God I couldn't believe it first time it was so so very awkward 😮 I had a feeling he was just gonna leave me straight away like a fuck and chuck ☹. When we got up in the morning we had a lovely cuddle together😏 before getting up and out to sort the garden out and help around the house. He wanted to make a good impression and he certainly did 🙃 my mum was always asking when he was coming round next and if we were an item as we look good together, although the first time we did anything together she asked if I just had sex as I had go the toilet 😬... lol nope 😐 had to keep a straight face as she can always tell when I'm lying about something.

I guess meeting him at the party had good points no regrets at all 💑I just wanted make sure he wasn't one of those lads who use girls for one thing and make them out to be utter skanks and shame them by calling them slags🖕yes we all have been there, honestly a horrible feeling and will never understand why lads and girls do these sort of things to hurt others🖐. I got so much hate the first few days of being with him I had people asking why I'm with him and got told it won't last long as he'll soon get bored of me and move on 😔 so I asked him and he felt the exact same as his ex cheated on him with 5 lads and still wanted him all to herself she hated it when he met me and chose he wanted me after everything she done from making him feel worthless and used, all he wants is someone to love and love him back 💕 as long as you're happy and your partner is happy what the fuck matters 🙅 everyone wants to feel passion and love and affection and have the attention of their partner show them off to the world and show everyone who they love and want to be with ❤