Unwanted Love||pjm/knj

Iu

~time skip to morning~
"Aaliyah...."
I open my eyes quickly being alarmed by someone saying my name. His name sounds familiar...
"I'm so sorry..."
"Jhope?"
"Yeah...I really am I couldn't control myself..."
"Oh...can we just put it in the past and focus on the fact we are going to have a kid together...?"
"Really?! Yay!"
"Your happy?" I say slipping a smile
"Of course! I love kids!"
"Your going to be a great dad!"
Is he aaliyah? Is he really? Gotta leave it all behind.
"Thank you! Imma go back to sleep I just woke up cause I was dreaming about you."
"Aw yeah you should get some rest."
"You need some rest too."
"Babe...?"
Shoot namjoon is up. Shall all demons be released!
I motioned jhope to run
"Yeah..."
"Why are you up so early?"
"I wanted some water."
"Oh okay go back to sleep baby."
"Ok."
I was trying to sleep again then namjoons phone went off.
I check it and it's from the contact
"Iu🖤👅" wtf.
I check to see what she said
"Hey daddy~ want to come over tomorrow?"
I read their other messages and I come across a video. It's NAMJOON JERKING OFF! Why would he send her this...?
I scroll a little more up and find a pic of her rubbing her boobs and a little more and it's her fingering herself and namjoon said
"Damn babygirl I'm so hard."
I want to die. He has never sent me these messages. Am I not good enough? Maybe I'm the side hoe here. I mean I am just the slave and maid.
I look at another message and she said
"Are you dating y/n?"
HAHAHA I WONDER IF HE WILL TELL HER
"Ew no she's some hoe that my dad bought for me she's nothing to me." Maybe this was when he hated me I check the date and it's from...earlier today...he hates me. I love Him but he never loved me.
I get out of the bed and walk to the bathroom crying and as I'm walking I drop his phone hardly and walk off tears threatening to spill. I walk in close the door and slide down the door. I then walk into the bathroom closet to see if he has a razor or something he uses for shaving. I then find extra blades for his razor. Perfect.
I grab one and slide it across my thigh just as a test cut. Damn these are sharp. Good.
I lift up my shirt and glide the razor against the side of my waist. Haven't done this in a while. I then hear banging on the door.
"Aaliyah!"
"Yea..." I say trying to sound okay
"What are you doing are you okay?!"
"I'm fine just going pee."
"You have been in there for a while and the door is blocked. Open the damn door!"
Shit. I put up the razors quickly put my shirt down and open the door
"What the fuck is that?!"
He yells pointing at the floor. I look and realize I left blood spots.
"My period."
"It's on your shirt too?" He says pulling up my shirt. Shit!
"It's not what it looks like..."
He pulls me into a hug and holds me tight. I don't know why he's acting like he cares he did this to me. I'm mad at him so I push him away.
"Aaliyah? Why did you push me away?"
"I did it cause of you."
"What do you mean I love you and only you with all my heart."
"Iu?"
"Fuck...Aaliyah I can explain."
"No namjoon I'm just a slave and maid. I have cut since I was 12 it's nothing new. I will go clean now like the maid I am."
"Aaliyah. You mean the world to me. My dad was making me say all that."
"Well maybe you should be with her. Do what your dad wants. It's what's best. Now like I said I should go clean. Tell me when your hormones are out of control so you can use your little toy."
"Aaliyah...Babe"