Reality Sucks. Indeed.
I just got an example on who my boyfriend would choose between me and his friend, and guess what ?
I got the best answer.
Of course, he choose his best friend. Boy friend.
Right.
Yes. I know that this will come. All along, it's still his friends over me.
Yes, I know. It really sucks. But, I don't have the right to object because I am just his "JOWA".
Yes, that's the right term for me.
Why ? Because, he thought me that way. He push me to feel that way. I am no longer his "GIRLFRIEND".
Because apparently, the term "GIRLFRIEND" is just for the one who you really love and care about, not for those who are just an option on everything.
I am mad.
Yes. But who fucking care ?
I am just a nobody to him.
Yes, sometimes we're cool.
But, most of the time we're not.
Yes, it is. That's us.
I don't know how and when it happen. But this is us now.
We're just like strangers.
It hurts. But I don't know what to do anymore.
I am just stuck.
And...
It really sucks.
