I couldn't look him in the eyes. Guilt washed over my face, he intently stared at me for what seemed like hours. I knew that he was suspicious of me as I hadn't been acting myself recently.
" I know what you did last summer Nish" Michael whispered darting his eyes to the ground.
"I think we should brake up" I blurted out as a distressed Michael moved his eyes abruptly from the ground to me.
He picked up his backpack and rushed away. I intended to follow him but I just didn't feel anything toward him anymore. It's not that I hate him, that's the worst part, I love him so much it hurts, but more that, I hate us. We bring out the worst in each other and we get into stupid arguments about nothing. None of this excuses that I cheated on him, God how could I be so stupid?
I ran the rest of the way home fighting the building tears in the corners of my eyes. I marched through my front door and up my stairs. I heard mum faintly say something but I was in no state to talk to her so I made a point of slamming my door shut. I took out my phone and played kid cudi though my speakers to calm my anger.
After 20minutes I faintly heard someone say Alisha which was weird because even my parents called me nish, it was like second nature. I jumped up and heard a small thud on my window and as I followed the cascading rock I saw Luke.
"Luke is that you?" I questioned.
After a few minutes he replied with a small "Yes".
I opened my window inviting him in. He knew he shouldn't be here and I quickly let out a sigh that follow "Mike and I are no longer a thing."
To this he gave a wide smile drawing me close and kissing me soft, first on my neck then leading up to my lips.
I pushed away barley mumbling "this isn't right."
He pulled me in again but this time I didn't resist.
After ages of making out I saw my door knob turn as I pushed Luke off of me. He hid in my closet giving me a cheeky grin as he pulled the door shut.
" Why do I hear talking?" Mum questioned as she flung herself into my bedroom.
"I'm just watching youtube videos on my phone." I lied and mum slowly exited.
Shortly after Luke dragged himself out of the closet giving me a quick peck on my forehead as he gracefully climbed down from my two story bedroom window.
