Let me clarify one thing about sadness. Being sad is more then just being sad. Being sad is a train reck of lost- fulness. Being sad is the tugging of your heart. BEING sad is so much more then I can just type into a symbolic metaphor. I find it so weird how we can define sad in others. "Are you sure your fine?" I don't know how I am supposed to say "I am sure." Why can't the words come out of my mouth, why can't I say anything? Why am I trapped in this emotion? I'm breaking the emotional glass box with my fists and they are bleeding! No. You see that my friend is the stage of "angry sad." The stage of feeling trapped. Let's go back to reality. "Are you sure your fine?" Any person then replies "I am fine." You wanna know what traps every person from saying "No I am not okay, I am lost and I don't know what to do." A mask. A pull over mask of falseness. A fake smile. A fake expression. What do we call this fake expression that people define it as of the stage of acting as someone else so others don't have to feel bad for you? I am sure you can tell me a lot of words that define that, or maybe you can't. I could go on about society and how we all have this mask on us everyday dang day, but that's a whole other book I'll have to write someday. Overall sadness is defined as so many different things by others. But sadness does have different phases. Being sad has so many layers that I will have to write about some other time.
Hopefully you enjoyed this short chapter! I apologize for how messy it was written in. This is just more raw then my other chapters. Again thank you for taking the time to read my things, it truly is amazing!
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Deep Seated
RastgeleUhh.. Okay. This is my first story ever I have ever published, so please bare with me. Sorry if there is bad spelling. So basically this story or book however you fancy it is going to be just a bunch of deep writing. A lot of things I write is somet...
