✨simplyoongi oneshots

not so emotionless

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everyone always thought that the cold boy had no emotions behind that poker face he wore, but they were wrong.

sehun opened up his front door, tired from a long day of being a university student. most students could relate to the feeling of hopelessness and wanting to give up because of stress or just pure tiredness, thats how sehun felt.

he plopped on the couch and sighed running his fingers through his silky, dark, balck, hair and just taking a moment to breath. the feeling of sadness washed over him again for what seemed like the hundredth time this week. he just felt so miserable and he didn't know why. he honestly just wanted to cry, for reasons he didn't know himself. 

this obvious troubled sehun to no extent. he eyes stung and watered a bit, but he ignored it wiping them forcefully with his hands and standing up rather quickly, before he could get caught up further more in his unexplained emotions.

walking lazily over to his small apartment, refrigerator, he opened it with a light pull before settling for a rather small apple. his feet padded on  the cold floor as he walked to his average  looking room to start his unhealthy work load for the night.

after finishing the tons of homework he had to accomplish that night, he took a cold shower and layed silently in bed. sehun fell asleep almost immediately from being so mental drained and exhausted from his long, stressful, tiring, day.

the unexplained sadness increased as sehun continued on with his slow week. always doing the same thing. wake up, go to school, maybe eat, do more work, go to bed, repeat. he didn't want to bother his hyungs by telling them how he felt, but they seemed to take notice of the already reserved sehun, not talking much at all anymore.

chanyeol hyung, the usual happy virus, was the first to notice sehuns unusual behavior.

"sehun-ah. are you okay?" chanyeol said one day after, once again, noticing that sehun was only looking down at his food, and not everyone else around him.

"im fine hyung." sehun said in his usual monotone voice.

"are you sure?" chanyeol pushed.,

"yes. please dont worry about me." sehun said again, not making any attempt to make eyes contact with the big, friendly, giant.

with that sehun got up and threw away the rest of his barely touched food and went to get his stuff for the next block.

soon after, chanyeol texted sehun asking him if he could come over later, to which sehun replied with a short "yes", not wanting to completely shut out his hyungs.

later that night when sehun got home, he went to his room and sat on his bed, curled up on himself. he began to cry. he didnt hold back either. sehun wasnt a cryer either, so when chanyeol was outside his door and he hear soft cries, he opened the door himself to reveal and crying sehun.

"sehun?" chanyeols said approaching the slightly smaller boy.

"h-hyung." sehun sniffled looking at chanyeol, as he got closer and closer.

chanyeol went by sehuns side and pulled him in for a hug. he hadn't seen sehun cry very often, maybe one or twice, at most, so he was kind of shocked to see
him like this.

sehun whimpered trying to wipe his tears, he felt embarrassed that he was being seen by his elder like this.

chanyeol rubbed soothing circles onto his back, trying his best to comfort the younger.

"sehunnie, whats wrong? you can always tell hyung." chanyeol said pulling sehun away slightly to look into his tear stained eyes that were shinny for the liquid that fell from them.

"i didnt want to burden the hyungs with my stupid feelings." sehun said trying to look anywhere, but chanyeols face.

"sehun. you know you wont burden us by telling us how you are feeling. the hyungs and i really care about you, a lot." chanyeol said doing his best to get his message across to the other pressed gently in his arms.

"w-well, lately, i don't know why hyung, but i've just been sad, and i don't know where, or how these feelings got here." sehun confessed hoping he wouldn't be a bothersome maknae.

"oh sehun, its okay to have these feelings, you dont have to hide them. its best to tell people and not be so cold. promise me you will tell your hyung when things are on your mind?" chanyeol said reassuring the latter.

"i promise." sehun said sniffiling.

chanyeol used the pads of this thumbs to wipe the stray tears that streaked down sehuns pale cheeks, before pulling him in his embrace one last time, giving his signature, warm smile to the boy he held closely to him.

sehun felt at ease in the arms of his hyung, who cared so much about him. looks like oh sehun isn't really emotionless as he seems.

the end

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//soz this is v short :)//